01-04-2013, 03:13 AM
Day 56->unwell sick during the day a light headache and sick very emotional. I am very frustrated today that I am not in control of my emotions these days.
I feel a lot of shame anger and frustration.
Day 57->I am just a few days before my monthly period and again I experienced that I am energetic much more vulnerable and sensitive in the days before my monthly period and
each time it is an horrible experience it feels like getting sucked with some elses energy.
Past days I also did have some slight nosebleeding but not as heavy as I've had before.
I have to say that I am still going forward with this sub! Insight is also getting forward!!
Today I feel much better and after these rollercoaster days since day 47 I am back to my self.
No pain, mental clearer and emotional in balance. I say hurray to that! What I really would love is to introduce beside this sub is "attract positive energy" to protect myself because when I read my journal back the only thing for now is the few days before my monthly period that I am to vulnerable and sensitive for energies. btw I also would love to tell that I no longer have these intense grieving about my dearest pet that I lost in June 2012.
btw I am also very dedicated to the sub each night I listen to the ultra and during the day
to the masked version.
I feel a lot of shame anger and frustration.
Day 57->I am just a few days before my monthly period and again I experienced that I am energetic much more vulnerable and sensitive in the days before my monthly period and
each time it is an horrible experience it feels like getting sucked with some elses energy.
Past days I also did have some slight nosebleeding but not as heavy as I've had before.
I have to say that I am still going forward with this sub! Insight is also getting forward!!
Today I feel much better and after these rollercoaster days since day 47 I am back to my self.
No pain, mental clearer and emotional in balance. I say hurray to that! What I really would love is to introduce beside this sub is "attract positive energy" to protect myself because when I read my journal back the only thing for now is the few days before my monthly period that I am to vulnerable and sensitive for energies. btw I also would love to tell that I no longer have these intense grieving about my dearest pet that I lost in June 2012.
btw I am also very dedicated to the sub each night I listen to the ultra and during the day
to the masked version.
