12-27-2012, 05:09 PM
I am coming through the other end of this program. I haven’t really had any wants or even thought about smoking all that much. If I had, it was only because someone else was smoking. But for the most part, I think it’s helping me a ton right now. I don’t even have that I could sit down at any time and smoke, that thought actually makes me a little sick.
Unfortunately, I haven’t been able to enjoy it all that much because I’ve been so sick. I have reoccurring pain and nausea that seem to come for unknown reasons. I’ve had various test run through the years and nothing has been found to cause the pain. It’s something I wake up with every day. I was taking Lexapro as the doctors deemed it anxiety, and the fact that it started during one of the times I quit smoking, I thought maybe they were right. But I can’t take Lexapro anymore because they came out with a generic and now the insurance won’t pay for the Lexapro which is $280 for a month. The generic is only $10 but causes side effects and doesn’t work, so here I am, deciding whether to go to the ER (my doctor left the office, so I’d have to start all over with a new dr) and have them tell me they can’t find anything or just suffer on a daily basis. I feel so bad for my husband, because I feel like such a burden and he already has so much on his plate.
I think I desperately need a sub for worrying, even if I can be rid of it, maybe just to be able to deal with it.
Unfortunately, I haven’t been able to enjoy it all that much because I’ve been so sick. I have reoccurring pain and nausea that seem to come for unknown reasons. I’ve had various test run through the years and nothing has been found to cause the pain. It’s something I wake up with every day. I was taking Lexapro as the doctors deemed it anxiety, and the fact that it started during one of the times I quit smoking, I thought maybe they were right. But I can’t take Lexapro anymore because they came out with a generic and now the insurance won’t pay for the Lexapro which is $280 for a month. The generic is only $10 but causes side effects and doesn’t work, so here I am, deciding whether to go to the ER (my doctor left the office, so I’d have to start all over with a new dr) and have them tell me they can’t find anything or just suffer on a daily basis. I feel so bad for my husband, because I feel like such a burden and he already has so much on his plate.
I think I desperately need a sub for worrying, even if I can be rid of it, maybe just to be able to deal with it.
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