Day 20->I have dreamed this night about a situation that happened a year or so ago.
I was deeply disappointed about some clients (we have a business). This situation
was still on my mind unconscious. In the dream I told them how I was thinking what happened in that time and I was furious. The dream was like reality and I was very happy that I dreamed about this. It felt like I finally could say to them how I think about it and it felt like a relief of frustration and anger. I woke up very refreshed and I the first part of the day was good and relaxed. Then I did have a client and sometime when I talk to someone I can have that feeling
that it makes difference if I am talking to a wall or to a client. They can't "hear".
After this session my mood went to zero and went to very depressed into "life doesn't have
any sense", emotional pain etc.
No physical pain today.
Day 21->Actually I went to bed early and couldn't sleep well. I woke up tired and the first part of the day the same emotions as the last part of yesterday. A lot of crying and a lot of feelings that I am stuck in my life and I really don't know how to get out of it. I am questioning myself am I taking over the emotions of other people. Is there a possibility that my psychic boundaries are damaged or not strong enough.Why do I have this intense switching of waking up clear and why can it change so fast without knowing why. I don't feel well today. A slight back-pain, mental unclear, body feels stiff and I am feeling very cold. Just questing myself is this the right sub for me. These emotional states is also the same as what I have during and before my monthly period. My period is not yet to come. In the midst of the day I felt much better......felt energized and clear-headed......Great!
Day 22->Perfect amazing day, motivated and did a lot of things. No pain and mental clear.
Yes!!
Re Shannon->Yes I do believe that I am trending toward less and less pain.
I was deeply disappointed about some clients (we have a business). This situation
was still on my mind unconscious. In the dream I told them how I was thinking what happened in that time and I was furious. The dream was like reality and I was very happy that I dreamed about this. It felt like I finally could say to them how I think about it and it felt like a relief of frustration and anger. I woke up very refreshed and I the first part of the day was good and relaxed. Then I did have a client and sometime when I talk to someone I can have that feeling
that it makes difference if I am talking to a wall or to a client. They can't "hear".
After this session my mood went to zero and went to very depressed into "life doesn't have
any sense", emotional pain etc.
No physical pain today.
Day 21->Actually I went to bed early and couldn't sleep well. I woke up tired and the first part of the day the same emotions as the last part of yesterday. A lot of crying and a lot of feelings that I am stuck in my life and I really don't know how to get out of it. I am questioning myself am I taking over the emotions of other people. Is there a possibility that my psychic boundaries are damaged or not strong enough.Why do I have this intense switching of waking up clear and why can it change so fast without knowing why. I don't feel well today. A slight back-pain, mental unclear, body feels stiff and I am feeling very cold. Just questing myself is this the right sub for me. These emotional states is also the same as what I have during and before my monthly period. My period is not yet to come. In the midst of the day I felt much better......felt energized and clear-headed......Great!
Day 22->Perfect amazing day, motivated and did a lot of things. No pain and mental clear.
Yes!!
Re Shannon->Yes I do believe that I am trending toward less and less pain.
