07-28-2010, 02:48 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-28-2010, 09:25 PM by Tigerlilly.)
What a difference a week makes!
Last week I was playing one of those whiney characters on Grey's Anatomy. Yesterday, I was struck but a moment of clarity so incredibly strong, (maybe hit on the head with a brick is more like it!) that it seemed to be coming from somewhere else. Once the thought sort of settled into my brain it felt a bit like "OMG, I've walked past this house a hundred times and I've never seen that garden gnome before."
I truly hope the moment doesn't pass, but stays with me permanently because I do believe that I may have FINALLY let go of some serious self-blame.
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO POPPED IN TO VOICE ENCOURAGEMENT! TO HAVE TAKEN A BABY STEP FEELS LIKE A MIGHTY LEAP!
Last week I was playing one of those whiney characters on Grey's Anatomy. Yesterday, I was struck but a moment of clarity so incredibly strong, (maybe hit on the head with a brick is more like it!) that it seemed to be coming from somewhere else. Once the thought sort of settled into my brain it felt a bit like "OMG, I've walked past this house a hundred times and I've never seen that garden gnome before."
I truly hope the moment doesn't pass, but stays with me permanently because I do believe that I may have FINALLY let go of some serious self-blame.
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO POPPED IN TO VOICE ENCOURAGEMENT! TO HAVE TAKEN A BABY STEP FEELS LIKE A MIGHTY LEAP!
TigerLilly
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting!
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting!