biakoia, I too always felt, (when I was smoking) that I controlled "it" because it very much did feel like it was the only thing I could control, so we think very much the same. But it's when I stop that I realize I've never had any control. You're so right! It's just an illusion.
Last I really thought of throwing in the towel but went to bed instead. Thankfully, I didn't sleep walk myself to the store to buy any. Strangely, I'm craving regular cigs even though I haven't smoked any in 6 months. I guess my subconscious allowed me the diversion of electronic cigs but doesn't need to crave them.
Today it's been a week and I feel really disappointed that these cravings are so strong. For the first few days I felt much stronger than I do now. I guess that was just an illusion too.
I'm gonna turn off my ipod for a day or so and just let my subconscious be and absorb. Maybe that will help some.
Last I really thought of throwing in the towel but went to bed instead. Thankfully, I didn't sleep walk myself to the store to buy any. Strangely, I'm craving regular cigs even though I haven't smoked any in 6 months. I guess my subconscious allowed me the diversion of electronic cigs but doesn't need to crave them.
Today it's been a week and I feel really disappointed that these cravings are so strong. For the first few days I felt much stronger than I do now. I guess that was just an illusion too.
I'm gonna turn off my ipod for a day or so and just let my subconscious be and absorb. Maybe that will help some.
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