Yesterday, 11:39 AM
OSC + DRS v2, Day 55 continued
One more week to go! Whoop-dee-doop.
Currently, I am in a pretty good mood, anger has lessened (now I'm more like slightly bemused) but I am commiting a lot of time to thinking about things/re-thinking stuff, which is a bit of a nuisance because what I should be doing is singing practice, lawl. I'll go practice first thing tomorrow morning, I promise!
I am getting lotsa very vivid dreams, definitely OSC related. I am also getting sleepy at regular intervals and after I nap it's like "something clicks" and I feel better and am more focused "in the now" instead of endlessly computing stuff. I wanna OGSF precisely to lessen this effect going forward.
I've been doing lots of EMSing, though, and I've arrived at 2 hours of cardio in the mornings, and then 2 hours of weight-training in the evening. I am actually pretty amazed that I can pull it off, easy-peasy, and I don't even suffer from muscular exhaustion after. Just gotta watch to not overeat after because I get hungry due to the exertion. Currently I am actually feeling more sturdy/muscular than slimmer, but I'll take it.
I also contacted a pretty hot lady-painist I found in the Interwebz, asking for regular classes (my pianist dood is more than competent, but he's not avaialable regularly so we work only every now and again, and I want regular work with a pianist), waiting for her response. I hope she bites because finding someone with the know-how and the will to work with singers is not that easy (it's an advanced speciality and they're usually booked to the gills, like my pianist-dood - also, most singers are arseholes and tend to treat pianists like shit, I kid you not), but her ad said she enjoys working with soloists of all sorts, so... Here's hoping!
One more week to go! Whoop-dee-doop.
Currently, I am in a pretty good mood, anger has lessened (now I'm more like slightly bemused) but I am commiting a lot of time to thinking about things/re-thinking stuff, which is a bit of a nuisance because what I should be doing is singing practice, lawl. I'll go practice first thing tomorrow morning, I promise!
I am getting lotsa very vivid dreams, definitely OSC related. I am also getting sleepy at regular intervals and after I nap it's like "something clicks" and I feel better and am more focused "in the now" instead of endlessly computing stuff. I wanna OGSF precisely to lessen this effect going forward.
I've been doing lots of EMSing, though, and I've arrived at 2 hours of cardio in the mornings, and then 2 hours of weight-training in the evening. I am actually pretty amazed that I can pull it off, easy-peasy, and I don't even suffer from muscular exhaustion after. Just gotta watch to not overeat after because I get hungry due to the exertion. Currently I am actually feeling more sturdy/muscular than slimmer, but I'll take it.
I also contacted a pretty hot lady-painist I found in the Interwebz, asking for regular classes (my pianist dood is more than competent, but he's not avaialable regularly so we work only every now and again, and I want regular work with a pianist), waiting for her response. I hope she bites because finding someone with the know-how and the will to work with singers is not that easy (it's an advanced speciality and they're usually booked to the gills, like my pianist-dood - also, most singers are arseholes and tend to treat pianists like shit, I kid you not), but her ad said she enjoys working with soloists of all sorts, so... Here's hoping!
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
