ichigo's X4A-1600 Journal

[Shannon]

Thank you for journaling.  There was no X4A-1500, it was 1000, 1511 and 1600.  1000 was the original V1 of the script in 5.9G.  1511 is v1 in 5.11G.  1600 is v1 in 6G.

Have you tried running any subs to heal or correct the venous leak that seems to be causing your ED?

Oh yes, I've edited that!

I ran OED 5G a long time back for around 1 month, I didn't see much result. I actually have the newer OED purchased but after having been diagnosed with venous leak, I don't think it will help, and I don't want to spend months running it for no result. I've tried everything under the sun to work on the issue for many years, it's just a physical thing that can't be fixed without a penile implant but that comes with its own complications. I don't think anything mental will be able to help, as the mind wouldn't be capable of fixing the issue. I know that likely sounds like excuses / resistance / whatever, but doctors have told me it's just the physical reality of the situation. 

I've decided to just accept it is what it is. The more I focus on it the more I get in my head about it. I take 5mcg Cialis daily which helps, and then if I get to sex it's just a case of being upfront and letting them know. I can do everything else, and I can get hard enough for penetration most of the time, but it's around 60-70% hardness and that reduces quickly during penetrative sex.

The only reason I bring it up is obviously it's going to impact on my results with this program, and how I respond to any results I get.

Alright, if you've come to that conclusion... the only thing I can think of that might help what you describe is Optimal Physical Healing.