Bayas X4A-1600 Journal

[Shannon]

If you're inexperienced, 45 minutes is the best option. If you're having the purging effect (all the issues coming up) and they're being dealt with, then you're definitely using the right settings for time. Just make sure you get the volume right. As you can see, 6G is NFJ.

I recommend you put women to the side while you work through what 1600 is bringing up and working you through. Don't try to approach, and don't worry about them at all. This phase is where you're purging all the garbage that has held you back so far. You're not going to be internally and externally congruent yet, and without that you will be sending confused signals that will ultimately not be something she's comfortable with. So don't even bother for the time being. Just work on the purge and the growth it's bringing.

Exhaustion, feelings of insecurity, inadequacy, etc. is your subconscious throwing up all the "reasons" you "can't" with women. This is what it does wheen those faulty, limiting beliefs are challenged. The louder they get, the more desperately your subconscious is trying to hold onto and reinforce them. Follow the instructions, and they will be replaced with beliefs that at least allow for success with women, because the program will override them sooner or later, and it probably won't take very long.

The exhaustion is going to be coming from running the program while your subconscious tries to fight it tooth and nail, but can't gain the upper hand.

Keep going, and follow the instructions. And keep blogging. And worry about developing yourself internally for the time being; let women go while you do that. A butterfly can't worry about how beautiful it's wings are while it's still transforming from a caterpillar to a butterfly.

Thank you for journaling.