I've noticed attention from people as if I were running a program with an actively projected aura. Anyone else? Apparently, there's no aura associated with OSC. I get some challenges from males (nothing other than posturing and body language), which I ignore. Last week, a female friend of mine that is very attractive said I look like a "fuckboy", which caught me off-guard. I must have looked like it, because she immediately said, "No, no, that's a good thing!" I thought, "It is!?" Even throughout all the years on DMSI, I've never been called that (or described as that) by anyone. She then told me I "looked good", and that she could see the muscularity of my shoulders and traps. She also gave the most obvious wrist-displays I've seen from any women in quite a while - and she's 20 years younger than me!
Another thing to note, I've been on a keto "diet" for a little over a month. Since running OSC, I've been getting digs from my wife and kids about my weight. That wasn't the case before, and now they all throw "fat" comments my way. It's as if they're testing my resolve to change my lifestyle and body composition, and I've noticed the comments don't bother me at all. In fact, if anything, the comments have only strengthened my resolve to keep going!
Finally, we were at a Mexican restaurant two nights ago after my wife had had a long day. She wanted a margarita badly, and our waiter wasn't on top of things. I thought the drink was taking forever and assumed he forgot or didn't even put the order in (he didn't write down anything when we ordered drinks or food). I got his attention and asked how the margarita was coming, and it was on the table within a minute. Apparently, my wife initially found my assertiveness embarrassing - she was just going to keep waiting! I wasn't rude in any way, but sometimes people take assertiveness that way. Funny enough, my wife was showing more positive and submissive body language afterward. She even fed me some of her carnitas as I waited for my fajitas (which took another 5 minutes to be served after the rest of the table). Inside myself, I never felt anything negative, just smooth confidence and expectation.
Another thing to note, I've been on a keto "diet" for a little over a month. Since running OSC, I've been getting digs from my wife and kids about my weight. That wasn't the case before, and now they all throw "fat" comments my way. It's as if they're testing my resolve to change my lifestyle and body composition, and I've noticed the comments don't bother me at all. In fact, if anything, the comments have only strengthened my resolve to keep going!
Finally, we were at a Mexican restaurant two nights ago after my wife had had a long day. She wanted a margarita badly, and our waiter wasn't on top of things. I thought the drink was taking forever and assumed he forgot or didn't even put the order in (he didn't write down anything when we ordered drinks or food). I got his attention and asked how the margarita was coming, and it was on the table within a minute. Apparently, my wife initially found my assertiveness embarrassing - she was just going to keep waiting! I wasn't rude in any way, but sometimes people take assertiveness that way. Funny enough, my wife was showing more positive and submissive body language afterward. She even fed me some of her carnitas as I waited for my fajitas (which took another 5 minutes to be served after the rest of the table). Inside myself, I never felt anything negative, just smooth confidence and expectation.
