One thing I will say is that I’ve been enjoying my life more than I have in the past. I have adopted an attitude of just doing what I want. I’ve been gradually beginning to feel excitement instead of anxiety. I indulge myself and it’s like I have a relationship with myself where I’m having moments where I want to not only treat myself right, but share magical moments with myself. Life is regaining its color that it had in childhood. Less one dimensional and logical and more full and experiential.
It feels like I almost have a solid grip on my life, but not quite. There’s still stuff that’s needs work.
It feels like I almost have a solid grip on my life, but not quite. There’s still stuff that’s needs work.