SD 5.11

[Magnus]

Been back on EPRHA for a few months now and haven't really felt a desire to post until this morning. It's been a lot of ups and downs over the last few months and periods of struggling to sleep but there was a dream last night which woke me in the middle of the night that seemed quite significant and wanted to capture it down.

In the dream was at a party and kept searching for an ex girlfriend in every room but deep down I knew she was cheating on me and felt a deep sense of rejection. After a while in the dream this voice came into my head (it was the most masculine and reassuring voice I had ever heard in my life) and it said "you have almost resolved your attachment issues" I then felt the intensity of the feelings of rejection die down and be replaced with an inner strength. I felt a certainty of the path I am currently taking is the right path. I suspect something deep has been worked on for quite a while now and is starting to resolve itself. After I woke I felt completely safe and tears just rolled down my face and the feeling of inner strength and safety has grown throughout the day. Hard to describe it fully but it felt like a relatively significant moment