Day 143:
Welp my summer vacation is finally starting, Not that it has anything to do with what I'm going to talk about but still..
My wish to make my own video games is becomming stronger.. However I'm still entraped in fear and high self doubt..
Pretty much fearing I will never start doing it nor being able to do it in the first place because I cant:
Draw Characters, Cant compose Music, Doubt I'm good at story writing mayby average at best..
I quess I can learn to code but it's not going to be easy since things are going to be hard to understand fast..
Mayby I could start simple by making a visuale novel game and learn how to draw first...
It's weird some part of me tell me to give up, Because I can't do it no matter how badly I want it.. But another Part tells me I should go for it.
Even more so after a friend of mine became succesfull with her dream of becoming a voice actress.. Wich honestly is really inspiring..
Oh well, to be fair I would never know if I dont try it.. Mayby one day after SD or AM6..
Welp my summer vacation is finally starting, Not that it has anything to do with what I'm going to talk about but still..
My wish to make my own video games is becomming stronger.. However I'm still entraped in fear and high self doubt..
Pretty much fearing I will never start doing it nor being able to do it in the first place because I cant:
Draw Characters, Cant compose Music, Doubt I'm good at story writing mayby average at best..
I quess I can learn to code but it's not going to be easy since things are going to be hard to understand fast..
Mayby I could start simple by making a visuale novel game and learn how to draw first...
It's weird some part of me tell me to give up, Because I can't do it no matter how badly I want it.. But another Part tells me I should go for it.
Even more so after a friend of mine became succesfull with her dream of becoming a voice actress.. Wich honestly is really inspiring..
Oh well, to be fair I would never know if I dont try it.. Mayby one day after SD or AM6..
