UMS2 (5.75.7G) re-run - The best is yet to come

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Stage 4

3 loops Ultrasonic at 10/15 volume on iphone

Lately, I've been having the feeling that I'm behind in life and should have achieved more financially (and in other areas) by the age of 33. But I struggled many years with low energy levels, chronic fatigue, mild depression. I've somehow managed to increase my income substantially in the last 2 years, by sheer luck.
Also, about 6 years ago, I went into debt for gambling addiction, that has also set me back.
And I still have this fear of running out of money, of not finding a new role/ project. What if I become homeless by a string of bad luck? Lots of fears surrounding financial safety.

Being 36 years old, I can relate. But then I think about how far I've come since I actually started running (at about age 30), and I realise I'll be an a whole different level by 42.