Day 101,
After spending a week with my family, I experienced a surge of sexual energy on the drive back.
I've since managed to mitigate that energy so that I didn't do anything stupid with it.
Back on track, and I'll try to refocus myself into goal setting for 2024.
This year around, I've lost a lot of motivation to really push the pedal to the floor for a lot of goals, because of my track record of success; I get success randomly and independent of my efforts, so it's hard to go by the notion that it's 100% in my hands.
I also think a lot about culmination; I do BJJ, and have a goal of getting to purple belt; but why do I want that goal? I suppose that it's to get me closer to black belt, the culmination of my efforts. But is that it? Will I try to be a big name in the sport, or to compete heavily? No. Will I teach and get highly involved? Likely not. So what use is it, really, besides the nominal benefits of skill, self-defense, and the social aspect?
I see that Ultra Success will be up, and this might adjust my attitude, but I will stick to Money Magnet until something shifts.
After spending a week with my family, I experienced a surge of sexual energy on the drive back.
I've since managed to mitigate that energy so that I didn't do anything stupid with it.
Back on track, and I'll try to refocus myself into goal setting for 2024.
This year around, I've lost a lot of motivation to really push the pedal to the floor for a lot of goals, because of my track record of success; I get success randomly and independent of my efforts, so it's hard to go by the notion that it's 100% in my hands.
I also think a lot about culmination; I do BJJ, and have a goal of getting to purple belt; but why do I want that goal? I suppose that it's to get me closer to black belt, the culmination of my efforts. But is that it? Will I try to be a big name in the sport, or to compete heavily? No. Will I teach and get highly involved? Likely not. So what use is it, really, besides the nominal benefits of skill, self-defense, and the social aspect?
I see that Ultra Success will be up, and this might adjust my attitude, but I will stick to Money Magnet until something shifts.
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