11-09-2023, 11:09 AM
Day 48,
There's a growing pressure inside of me; it feels like generic stress, but it might be than an internal dam, preventing certain thoughts or actions, has been busted.
Noticed that the screws are tightening, and it's motivating me.
Have a buddy who called me yesterday needing a place to stay because he got kicked out of his girlfriend's house by her dad; they have twin girls under 1 year old. He's in a pinch, and I'm letting him stay here for the next couple days (he might only need to stay overnight).
I lent some money to a friend of a friend a month or so ago.
Noticing that my credit card balance is increasing compared to my current job's ability to pay (I have savings and investments that can wipe out any debt).
I'm 14-15 months into my entry level developer job, and working to get the next big certification in IT; hence, I took a paycut when I was in my previous career, to pay my dues. I'm now looking to level up to the next job, with commensurate pay; I'm getting much better at my job.
There's a new willingness to kick things up by a notch, as I'm getting signals left and right that my current position is not safe.
There's a growing pressure inside of me; it feels like generic stress, but it might be than an internal dam, preventing certain thoughts or actions, has been busted.
Noticed that the screws are tightening, and it's motivating me.
Have a buddy who called me yesterday needing a place to stay because he got kicked out of his girlfriend's house by her dad; they have twin girls under 1 year old. He's in a pinch, and I'm letting him stay here for the next couple days (he might only need to stay overnight).
I lent some money to a friend of a friend a month or so ago.
Noticing that my credit card balance is increasing compared to my current job's ability to pay (I have savings and investments that can wipe out any debt).
I'm 14-15 months into my entry level developer job, and working to get the next big certification in IT; hence, I took a paycut when I was in my previous career, to pay my dues. I'm now looking to level up to the next job, with commensurate pay; I'm getting much better at my job.
There's a new willingness to kick things up by a notch, as I'm getting signals left and right that my current position is not safe.
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