10-12-2023, 10:24 PM
(10-12-2023, 07:59 AM)Ampersnd Wrote: Day 20,
I can tell that there's an unconscious internal battle between a confident self and an approval-seeking self.
I'll get halfway through saying confident things, but then I cut myself off near the end of it. Or my voice gets a little tight sounding.
Or I'll throw something out there where the purpose is to fish for approval.
Very strange place to be.
Feeling an uneasiness at the solar plexus level.
All of this is very similar to my own experience.
