Day 8,
My internal compass is smacking me in the face when I feel the temptation to learn something new but frivolous:
* Learning Spanish
* Learning Arabic
* Learning about the Roman Empire, in depth
* Learning about computer IT and networking
Almost as though my subconscious is saying: "dummy, this will be a time sink when you should be earning as much money as possible."
The downside is that I'm killing the time with a lot of cheap entertainment, without actually doing anything positive towards my money situation.
I refer back to my analogy about riding the stubborn donkey. I know how my mind should logically be disposed, but my deeper self just isn't cooperating; it's dug in its heels.
Note: Listening in to the weekly call for my business group is building up an inner frustration that overloads my senses and I can't think straight about building my business.
Note the second: This frustration is turning into "the darkness", where I'm feeling hope extinguish. I realize that this is the subliminal doing its work by butting against my inner programs, so I'm not taking it at heart.
My internal compass is smacking me in the face when I feel the temptation to learn something new but frivolous:
* Learning Spanish
* Learning Arabic
* Learning about the Roman Empire, in depth
* Learning about computer IT and networking
Almost as though my subconscious is saying: "dummy, this will be a time sink when you should be earning as much money as possible."
The downside is that I'm killing the time with a lot of cheap entertainment, without actually doing anything positive towards my money situation.
I refer back to my analogy about riding the stubborn donkey. I know how my mind should logically be disposed, but my deeper self just isn't cooperating; it's dug in its heels.
Note: Listening in to the weekly call for my business group is building up an inner frustration that overloads my senses and I can't think straight about building my business.
Note the second: This frustration is turning into "the darkness", where I'm feeling hope extinguish. I realize that this is the subliminal doing its work by butting against my inner programs, so I'm not taking it at heart.
UMS v2 Journal (current) || Overcoming Fear 5.75G Journal
