09-25-2023, 07:07 PM
Day 3,
Moved further on a money step.
Furthermore, my being "wired and angry" has continued; I've felt a swelling rage at perceived injustices against me. I felt the urge to unleash a blinding wrath, cracking skulls, and such. Not quite at the level of "drinking the blood of my enemies" yet. A mix of adrenaline and testosterone, not a purely self-defense feeling.
The BASE subliminal had an "assertiveness training" module, which I believe is a similar thing to what I'm having done. It's a rocket fuel t
I was kept up a couple of extra hours by this feeling, which I wound up using to write some recommendations to the people who run the business course. Keep in mind that it stated certain frustrations with the lack of structure. Turns out to be visible by the participants. Oh well; I still stand behind it.
Moved further on a money step.
Furthermore, my being "wired and angry" has continued; I've felt a swelling rage at perceived injustices against me. I felt the urge to unleash a blinding wrath, cracking skulls, and such. Not quite at the level of "drinking the blood of my enemies" yet. A mix of adrenaline and testosterone, not a purely self-defense feeling.
The BASE subliminal had an "assertiveness training" module, which I believe is a similar thing to what I'm having done. It's a rocket fuel t
I was kept up a couple of extra hours by this feeling, which I wound up using to write some recommendations to the people who run the business course. Keep in mind that it stated certain frustrations with the lack of structure. Turns out to be visible by the participants. Oh well; I still stand behind it.
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