08-21-2023, 09:06 AM
Day 175
The days of relaxation I experienced during the first few months of Maverick seem to be gone. I have zero tolerance for bullshit, or rather, bullshit that gets in my way (I don't give a damn about the rest). I feel like my mental and emotional resources are gathered into one place and focused into what I give my attention to. I'm finding that impediments to that trigger a deep, seething aggression in me. And I'm finding that I'm not very polite when this occurs. With Maverick, hiding behind a facade rarely crosses my mind.
The days of relaxation I experienced during the first few months of Maverick seem to be gone. I have zero tolerance for bullshit, or rather, bullshit that gets in my way (I don't give a damn about the rest). I feel like my mental and emotional resources are gathered into one place and focused into what I give my attention to. I'm finding that impediments to that trigger a deep, seething aggression in me. And I'm finding that I'm not very polite when this occurs. With Maverick, hiding behind a facade rarely crosses my mind.
