06-17-2023, 10:56 PM
Last Cycle ending day 4:
I'm done with the 4 months of the experience and now I'm waiting till the week is over so that I can Use HOWL.
OGSF5 has helped me alot, I dont know if it healed everything, since I still struggle with small talk but it's okay.
I still feel more confident than when I started this experience, I even fully complained about the garden hose to my boss (keep in mind that I never had to work out at home) and he would help me out later explaining how to take care of it.
I was also asked to share my beautifull memories about 2 of my best friends who are going to marry soon, I know it sounds weird but it's more about how I put it down than comming up what to write about. So I guess I still have some kinda fear about
comming across as stupid or doing it wrong, yet at the same time I did more reckless things at home to fix a bathroom probleme I would never have done before out of fear of breaking it and yet it went pretty well.
So I would say: despite the fact that not everything is healed, It still did heal ALOT and there are plenty of future experiences that will help me out alot too but I have to do HOWL (and maybe GHO if that one can make pernament hormone changes from the one I got from childhood obesity) first before I get to them : )
It also helps that OGSF5 made me stop eating when I'm full, So I only got the dont eat when you're not hungry part but I'm sure things will go right : )
I'm done with the 4 months of the experience and now I'm waiting till the week is over so that I can Use HOWL.
OGSF5 has helped me alot, I dont know if it healed everything, since I still struggle with small talk but it's okay.
I still feel more confident than when I started this experience, I even fully complained about the garden hose to my boss (keep in mind that I never had to work out at home) and he would help me out later explaining how to take care of it.
I was also asked to share my beautifull memories about 2 of my best friends who are going to marry soon, I know it sounds weird but it's more about how I put it down than comming up what to write about. So I guess I still have some kinda fear about
comming across as stupid or doing it wrong, yet at the same time I did more reckless things at home to fix a bathroom probleme I would never have done before out of fear of breaking it and yet it went pretty well.
So I would say: despite the fact that not everything is healed, It still did heal ALOT and there are plenty of future experiences that will help me out alot too but I have to do HOWL (and maybe GHO if that one can make pernament hormone changes from the one I got from childhood obesity) first before I get to them : )
It also helps that OGSF5 made me stop eating when I'm full, So I only got the dont eat when you're not hungry part but I'm sure things will go right : )
