02-25-2023, 02:42 AM
Cycle 2, Day Off 2:
Welcome to the tired as F stage.. but oh well I will still try to write an update.
Well the biggest change is the fact that I stept into a strangers car yesterday, The busses were taking strike again.. so the amount of busses were limited..
So a random guy came to me, told me about the fact that the first bus would come at 13:00, So he asked me If I wanted a ride with him cause we both needed to go to the same place.
So surpricingly I got in the car (wich is something I would have never done in the past, because of the famous stranger danger line).
The second one I noticed is the fact I'm starting to build a resistance to buying junk food, Normally I would just take it and go "why not?" even though I still want to lose weight.. but yesterday I had an inside battle about it.
I still Lost though but the fact it was there in the first place is interesting.. (although this battle was not there the second time I bought candy because I already did it and got annoyed by the strike..)
The main thing is what I started with.. the fact that I'm constantly tired... The fact that I might have messed up again in 2 of my 4 days this cycle doesn't help either I think..
In those 2 days I might have messed up with my music player app wich might have resolved in only hearing 1 loop instead of 5 (I increased the loop by one because of craving)..
So yeah, So far I'm happy with my results, Even if I'm getting tired of being tired.
Welcome to the tired as F stage.. but oh well I will still try to write an update.
Well the biggest change is the fact that I stept into a strangers car yesterday, The busses were taking strike again.. so the amount of busses were limited..
So a random guy came to me, told me about the fact that the first bus would come at 13:00, So he asked me If I wanted a ride with him cause we both needed to go to the same place.
So surpricingly I got in the car (wich is something I would have never done in the past, because of the famous stranger danger line).
The second one I noticed is the fact I'm starting to build a resistance to buying junk food, Normally I would just take it and go "why not?" even though I still want to lose weight.. but yesterday I had an inside battle about it.
I still Lost though but the fact it was there in the first place is interesting.. (although this battle was not there the second time I bought candy because I already did it and got annoyed by the strike..)
The main thing is what I started with.. the fact that I'm constantly tired... The fact that I might have messed up again in 2 of my 4 days this cycle doesn't help either I think..
In those 2 days I might have messed up with my music player app wich might have resolved in only hearing 1 loop instead of 5 (I increased the loop by one because of craving)..
So yeah, So far I'm happy with my results, Even if I'm getting tired of being tired.
