Ummm…..whaddya tryin’ to say? Are you dumping me? Haha nice…
Actually, I’ve never really thought much past this program. Even though I keep going through these moments of discouragement, I’ve believed from the start that this version would/will work. But I will say this. My belief is that the subconscious is a vast, never ending form of knowledge that will be forever learned about. And you sir, will continue to find new and improved ways of using it to the best of our advantage. It’s what you do. So, I may push you or inspire you to dig deeper on the surface but truth be told, you’d do it anyway. So I guess that means there will be no internet forum divorce for now…you’re stuck with me, lucky you! lol
Even though I’ve always been open to the power of the subconscious, there have been things that have happened recently that I feel like I’m noticing it’s power more and more. I’m not sure if listening to the subs is helping me to understanding it on a different level or it’s just happening on it’s own, in it’s own time, in it’s own way. I’ve always believed that it was our subconscious mind that was resistant but I’m being swayed more that it’s actually our conscious mind that resists. Or maybe just mine. I have just really been awed lately by the power that the subconscious has to reach out and make things happen. I have a lot of jumbled thoughts right now and deep feeling of knowing without being able to explain them. It feel like I’m playing a continuous game of charades with myself lol.
I’d like to say that I should just wait and let the program work and in fact possibly that is what’s happening, just not the way I really wanted it to. I would like to just forget that I’ve ever smoked and be done with it, but I think that’s a fairytale, for me anyway. I’m starting to see that it’ more possible that the smoking is making me tired not so much the sub. Well it’s the outcome of the sub perhaps, but not just listening too or hearing it like it has been with other programs. Smoking is also making me nauseous. It used to do that when I smoked these too much but now it’s happening more and more often and I’m starting to see a pattern. Right now it’s not enough to get me to stop because it’s an after effect instead of just stopping me to begin with. But it seems that this is the direction it’s taking and it’s my belief now that I’m going to have to actually consciously stop more than the want to smoke will just drift away or diminish. I’m not sure, it all changes on a daily basis. It feels like I’m a constant experiment.
But if this doesn’t work this go around, my thought was to take a break from this program, use another one for a while and then come back to it possibly using it a little differently. Maybe listening during the week, taking the weekend off, something like that. Also, I didn’t really want to do this, I wanted the program to work solely. But it’s very important for me to quit. So there’s a device my uncle used that helped him to quit by changing the habitual times one smokes. I was thinking they both would work well together, and I’m all about coming at it at all angles. However, I can feel it working more and more everyday so I really don’t think I’ll be doing any of that. It was funny, last night before I went to sleep I had a very strong urge to quit and I thought, it’s a good thing I promised Shannon I would complete this program (I always keep my promises), because if I quit soon, this is gonna be a long boring couple of months lol. I hope there’s other good stuff in there.
Actually, I’ve never really thought much past this program. Even though I keep going through these moments of discouragement, I’ve believed from the start that this version would/will work. But I will say this. My belief is that the subconscious is a vast, never ending form of knowledge that will be forever learned about. And you sir, will continue to find new and improved ways of using it to the best of our advantage. It’s what you do. So, I may push you or inspire you to dig deeper on the surface but truth be told, you’d do it anyway. So I guess that means there will be no internet forum divorce for now…you’re stuck with me, lucky you! lol
Even though I’ve always been open to the power of the subconscious, there have been things that have happened recently that I feel like I’m noticing it’s power more and more. I’m not sure if listening to the subs is helping me to understanding it on a different level or it’s just happening on it’s own, in it’s own time, in it’s own way. I’ve always believed that it was our subconscious mind that was resistant but I’m being swayed more that it’s actually our conscious mind that resists. Or maybe just mine. I have just really been awed lately by the power that the subconscious has to reach out and make things happen. I have a lot of jumbled thoughts right now and deep feeling of knowing without being able to explain them. It feel like I’m playing a continuous game of charades with myself lol.
I’d like to say that I should just wait and let the program work and in fact possibly that is what’s happening, just not the way I really wanted it to. I would like to just forget that I’ve ever smoked and be done with it, but I think that’s a fairytale, for me anyway. I’m starting to see that it’ more possible that the smoking is making me tired not so much the sub. Well it’s the outcome of the sub perhaps, but not just listening too or hearing it like it has been with other programs. Smoking is also making me nauseous. It used to do that when I smoked these too much but now it’s happening more and more often and I’m starting to see a pattern. Right now it’s not enough to get me to stop because it’s an after effect instead of just stopping me to begin with. But it seems that this is the direction it’s taking and it’s my belief now that I’m going to have to actually consciously stop more than the want to smoke will just drift away or diminish. I’m not sure, it all changes on a daily basis. It feels like I’m a constant experiment.
But if this doesn’t work this go around, my thought was to take a break from this program, use another one for a while and then come back to it possibly using it a little differently. Maybe listening during the week, taking the weekend off, something like that. Also, I didn’t really want to do this, I wanted the program to work solely. But it’s very important for me to quit. So there’s a device my uncle used that helped him to quit by changing the habitual times one smokes. I was thinking they both would work well together, and I’m all about coming at it at all angles. However, I can feel it working more and more everyday so I really don’t think I’ll be doing any of that. It was funny, last night before I went to sleep I had a very strong urge to quit and I thought, it’s a good thing I promised Shannon I would complete this program (I always keep my promises), because if I quit soon, this is gonna be a long boring couple of months lol. I hope there’s other good stuff in there.
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