02-13-2023, 06:33 AM
Feb 13, 2023
Last rest day
I looked into the chatter box this morning, and I found 4Kingdom's video on the long-term happiness study. Point blank, knowing happiness was a result of maintaining relationships made perfect sense to me. Seriously, I'm on day 3 of a 4 day weekend, which I do monthly due to acquired vacation time--but I've been home for 2 days, not reaching out to anybody. Isolating in extremes isn't making me happy, so I made some immediate changes.
i first texted my daughter. I returned a text of hers last week, but she never replied. So I reached out again.
I then replied to my bitcoin miner who reached out to me yesterday. He sent a very casual hello, asking me how I was doing. My known practices of fear held me back, as I thought I'd be all insincere. But I reached out this morning, sharing that video with him, letting him know where I am since I'd let him know I'm on a healing subliminal. I've known him a couple of years now, and he even began some subliminals himself, so he knows the changes and life adjustments one might experience when going down specific subliminal roads.
I also thought of something key in relationship to money. From the immature and fear-fed beliefs I've used so long, I ultimately thought I'd have to buy love. Again, I know that's completely fear-based. I'm just still acclimating to the belief that love and relationships are actually quite simple. Simply give my attention and trust, and let it grow from there.
I'm gonna get out this morning. I want to.
Last rest day
I looked into the chatter box this morning, and I found 4Kingdom's video on the long-term happiness study. Point blank, knowing happiness was a result of maintaining relationships made perfect sense to me. Seriously, I'm on day 3 of a 4 day weekend, which I do monthly due to acquired vacation time--but I've been home for 2 days, not reaching out to anybody. Isolating in extremes isn't making me happy, so I made some immediate changes.
i first texted my daughter. I returned a text of hers last week, but she never replied. So I reached out again.
I then replied to my bitcoin miner who reached out to me yesterday. He sent a very casual hello, asking me how I was doing. My known practices of fear held me back, as I thought I'd be all insincere. But I reached out this morning, sharing that video with him, letting him know where I am since I'd let him know I'm on a healing subliminal. I've known him a couple of years now, and he even began some subliminals himself, so he knows the changes and life adjustments one might experience when going down specific subliminal roads.
I also thought of something key in relationship to money. From the immature and fear-fed beliefs I've used so long, I ultimately thought I'd have to buy love. Again, I know that's completely fear-based. I'm just still acclimating to the belief that love and relationships are actually quite simple. Simply give my attention and trust, and let it grow from there.
I'm gonna get out this morning. I want to.
I want to be FREE!
