02-12-2023, 06:59 AM
Feb. 12, 2023
The EHPRA goal to not avoid issues needing to be dealt with came through for me this last 12 hours.
I'd started a financial sub from another vendor weeks before starting on E5. I had very little resistance on it, and I enjoyed....not facing my main emotional fears for a while.
2ce since starting on E4 and then E5, I've listened to it, knowing I was sidelining emotional growth. I was in fear, imagining sitting in an emotional hell.
Through this rest period, I've felt the edges of that hell. However, the need to not avoid this has been quietly growing and has not given in to victim thinking. I stayed clear of this escape this rest period, and I'm NOT overwhelmed.
I'm grateful this support is provided in EHPRA since I know the results of dodging these issues. I feel better about myself today.
The EHPRA goal to not avoid issues needing to be dealt with came through for me this last 12 hours.
I'd started a financial sub from another vendor weeks before starting on E5. I had very little resistance on it, and I enjoyed....not facing my main emotional fears for a while.
2ce since starting on E4 and then E5, I've listened to it, knowing I was sidelining emotional growth. I was in fear, imagining sitting in an emotional hell.
Through this rest period, I've felt the edges of that hell. However, the need to not avoid this has been quietly growing and has not given in to victim thinking. I stayed clear of this escape this rest period, and I'm NOT overwhelmed.
I'm grateful this support is provided in EHPRA since I know the results of dodging these issues. I feel better about myself today.
I want to be FREE!
