10-19-2022, 08:50 AM
Just learned I am going to be receiving psych disability payments for the next two years. This gives me mental comfort that I'm not going to end up a homeless schizophrenic for the time being and the ability to continue developing my goals with a little bit more stability.
Amusingly enough (or rather - not amusingly enough) the psych disability is going to be higher than whatever I made at that atrocious singing gig. Oh boy. And all I had to do was go all psycho. Kinda felt it coming for years but managed to stave it off somehow each time, but not this time. Maybe for the better as I'm digging into the root causes of why it happened so that it does not happen again/keep happening.
Amusingly enough (or rather - not amusingly enough) the psych disability is going to be higher than whatever I made at that atrocious singing gig. Oh boy. And all I had to do was go all psycho. Kinda felt it coming for years but managed to stave it off somehow each time, but not this time. Maybe for the better as I'm digging into the root causes of why it happened so that it does not happen again/keep happening.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
