(07-06-2010, 10:45 AM)WildFlower Wrote: I think you've made the right choice. The confidence sub is bound to make more of an impact that Ultra Success will along side the Alpha sub .
Quote:although this is a new thing for me and feels quite weird and unnatural at the moment. I'm currently about a week into stage 2 so I'm sure it will start feeling more natural as I progress through the training set.
It was around the beginning of Stage 4 I had the epiphany of "hey, I'm an Alpha now!", up until that point, and carrying on afterwards there where lot's of little 'clicks' and 'ahh everything's falling into place' moments where the unnatural suddenly feel natural. Whether that be walking with swagger, approaching people, confidence to do what I want, etc, they all went from being unnatural (or totally unimaginable in some cases - "what me? Approach random women?") to feeling natural, to not even registering as something different any more. It's a very fun process to have happen to you.
It certainly sounds like fun Wildflower... I can't wait until I get onto stage 3 and 4. At the moment I still have just under two weeks left of stage 2. I haven't noticed any major changes since I last updated this thread... I'm still becoming more confident in myself and still refusing to take sh*t from people and be treated poorly. I actually almost got into a fight the other night because of this change in mindset. My friend came over and was pretty much irritating me as he usually does. This is a guy who I've been meaning to cut out of my life for a while now but somehow he always manages to sneak back in.
This is my fault for not putting my foot down and I have given this guy way too many chances... but anyway, without going into too much detail he was disrespecting me in my own house and tried to manipulate me into changing my mind about something. He then proceeded to try to put me down when he didn't get his own way. I then asked him to leave and he refused, so I tried to punch him. He then had the nerve to text me the next day saying he was waiting for an apology. I told him he would be waiting a long time. I won't be speaking to him anytime soon as I do not need people like that in my life.
This is definately to do with the Alpha set and my change in mindset. I now notice even the most subtle ways in which people try to manipulate me or put me down and I won't have it anymore. The only way I can describe it is now I literally cringe anytime someone tries to control me in any way and I get very irritated very quickly. What the Alpha stage 2 has given me so far is the self respect to put my foot down and say no to people. This is quite a big thing for me but funnily enough I have already forgotten what I used to be like when I started the training 2 months ago.
