07-09-2022, 07:58 PM
Fucking cocksucking piece of shit!
The anxiety took over, and I felt anti-social all night. Didn't chat much with even my buddies.
Something about all of the moving pieces and the loud music that makes me shut down.
Saw some attractive women but I didn't make the approach; it felt weird and ackward.
Note that a few weeks ago, I was eager to approach any pretty woman at the gym.
Didn't really feel any desire to do that tonight.
I'm going to cram my brain with with fucking subliminal loop after loop until something shifts.
Anything less than that feels like a waste of my life.
The anxiety took over, and I felt anti-social all night. Didn't chat much with even my buddies.
Something about all of the moving pieces and the loud music that makes me shut down.
Saw some attractive women but I didn't make the approach; it felt weird and ackward.
Note that a few weeks ago, I was eager to approach any pretty woman at the gym.
Didn't really feel any desire to do that tonight.
I'm going to cram my brain with with fucking subliminal loop after loop until something shifts.
Anything less than that feels like a waste of my life.
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