12-26-2021, 01:21 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-29-2021, 03:03 PM by Pine.
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Cycle 1
Day 1
Immediately after starting listening to the subliminal, I felt a change in my state. It could be just the euphoria of trying something new and the hope of getting better. Nevertheless, I felt good from the get-go and it felt like a very subtle warm blanket was covering me. Other than that I didn't notice anything out-of-the-ordinary. Medium morning wood, felt more horny than usual in the morning.
Day 2
I felt more tired than usual during the day. My diet is the same and the workload is not more than I'm usually handling so I'm suspecting it's due to the subliminal. I guess my mind is directing energy towards healing. Not sure what is being worked on at this time though. I felt the chills in my back pretty intensely during the morning. Also, I noticed the urge to go to the bathroom more often. I remember feeling a sense of well-being going to bed at night. I felt good about myself and I felt optimistic about the healing process. No morning wood. Intense chills during the morning.
Day 3
Definitely feel the subtle increase in fatigue. I'm having some issues focusing at work due to fatigue. Nothing unmanageable though. I opted for the 7cycles per day program variant. The instruction state it's for a genetic disease, I opted for it because I've had these issues (in higher or lesser severity) for two decades but I'm starting to second guess if it was a good idea. Also, listening to this for ten and a half hours per day is a bigger commitment than I had originally imagined. Psychologically I'm noticing a change in the way I look at myself. I'm more accepting and loving of who I am. I suspect this is due to the subliminal. Didn't have to go to the bathroom as much today. No morning wood. Nearly no chills.
Day 4
Woke up feeling well-rested after 8+ hours of sleep. The feeling of well-being is still following me and its become more noticeable. It's a feeling of "you're OK and life is good". I don't remember feeling this way before, especially not in recent times. It's a welcome change in my state of mind. I don't remember my dreams but I have flashes of dreaming about and speaking to women. Not in a sexual way, just interacting with them. Consciously, I've been wanting to make genuine connections with women instead of just looking to seduce them. Regretfully, I can't say I've felt like this in a long time. I ended up doing 6 instead of the usual 7 cycles today. Kinda torn between 6 or 7 but since it's clear I can't do 7 consistently, I'll drop it down to 6 times per day, that should be plenty. Had morning wood this morning. Had chills.
Day 5
I've been to the cinema for the first time in several years yesterday. I found the experience to be surprisingly emotionally intense. I almost cried a couple of times and I felt chills up and down my spine in a couple of scenes. Nothing to do with the subliminal, though. My body chemistry feels a bit out of balance and I've had these over-the-top reactions to things such as movies and music for some time now. I'm not a person to get invested in a movie but I couldn't help but respond the way I did. Woke up today feeling more tired as usual - I think it's because of the emotional toll of the movie. Had a dream where a woman told me to start training boxing. The dream was vivid but there's no way I'll be training boxing any time soon. Felt surprisingly good at work as well. The fatigue kind of washed away as the day moved ahead. No morning wood, mild to no chills.
Day 1
Immediately after starting listening to the subliminal, I felt a change in my state. It could be just the euphoria of trying something new and the hope of getting better. Nevertheless, I felt good from the get-go and it felt like a very subtle warm blanket was covering me. Other than that I didn't notice anything out-of-the-ordinary. Medium morning wood, felt more horny than usual in the morning.
Day 2
I felt more tired than usual during the day. My diet is the same and the workload is not more than I'm usually handling so I'm suspecting it's due to the subliminal. I guess my mind is directing energy towards healing. Not sure what is being worked on at this time though. I felt the chills in my back pretty intensely during the morning. Also, I noticed the urge to go to the bathroom more often. I remember feeling a sense of well-being going to bed at night. I felt good about myself and I felt optimistic about the healing process. No morning wood. Intense chills during the morning.
Day 3
Definitely feel the subtle increase in fatigue. I'm having some issues focusing at work due to fatigue. Nothing unmanageable though. I opted for the 7cycles per day program variant. The instruction state it's for a genetic disease, I opted for it because I've had these issues (in higher or lesser severity) for two decades but I'm starting to second guess if it was a good idea. Also, listening to this for ten and a half hours per day is a bigger commitment than I had originally imagined. Psychologically I'm noticing a change in the way I look at myself. I'm more accepting and loving of who I am. I suspect this is due to the subliminal. Didn't have to go to the bathroom as much today. No morning wood. Nearly no chills.
Day 4
Woke up feeling well-rested after 8+ hours of sleep. The feeling of well-being is still following me and its become more noticeable. It's a feeling of "you're OK and life is good". I don't remember feeling this way before, especially not in recent times. It's a welcome change in my state of mind. I don't remember my dreams but I have flashes of dreaming about and speaking to women. Not in a sexual way, just interacting with them. Consciously, I've been wanting to make genuine connections with women instead of just looking to seduce them. Regretfully, I can't say I've felt like this in a long time. I ended up doing 6 instead of the usual 7 cycles today. Kinda torn between 6 or 7 but since it's clear I can't do 7 consistently, I'll drop it down to 6 times per day, that should be plenty. Had morning wood this morning. Had chills.
Day 5
I've been to the cinema for the first time in several years yesterday. I found the experience to be surprisingly emotionally intense. I almost cried a couple of times and I felt chills up and down my spine in a couple of scenes. Nothing to do with the subliminal, though. My body chemistry feels a bit out of balance and I've had these over-the-top reactions to things such as movies and music for some time now. I'm not a person to get invested in a movie but I couldn't help but respond the way I did. Woke up today feeling more tired as usual - I think it's because of the emotional toll of the movie. Had a dream where a woman told me to start training boxing. The dream was vivid but there's no way I'll be training boxing any time soon. Felt surprisingly good at work as well. The fatigue kind of washed away as the day moved ahead. No morning wood, mild to no chills.
