12-07-2021, 03:41 PM
Stage 3 - day 13
Been going out the last 7 days every night as I had a friend visiting from other country and we were meeting ladies every night.
So busy lately.. need to collect my thoughts and gain some ground again. Kind of forgot who I want to be, my vision and grounding lately.
Been having thoughts about switching over to WM and just stop AM but we are sticking to the end.
I'm sensing so many sexy possibilities with cuties but I'm sometimes not believing in myself.
With guys I feel almost non-existent threat from anymore.
Before I noticed when guys wanted to fight or something like it. Now I'm sort of embracing it and weirdly enough, it doesn't enter my reality if there's some guy with intention to fight or be more alpha.
Exceptions are always there, for example some guy who's hell bent on conflict because he feels everyone needs to respect him highly. All his attention is on being defensive and it shows that he is a fragile ego in a gym/fighter body.
Another example was when I got pulled over by polic yesterday. He told me I was driving past red light and I have to stop for red light. I told him "It looked orange to me BUT I get what you mean!" He then toned up his uniform power and repeated himself in a dead serious tone and Ended with or I can write it to you if you don't understand. First time I experience that kind of power hunger for a small thing like that.
Anyway.. planning, re-grounding and meeting ladies again from tomorrow on!
Hope you are doing great!
-LM
Been going out the last 7 days every night as I had a friend visiting from other country and we were meeting ladies every night.
So busy lately.. need to collect my thoughts and gain some ground again. Kind of forgot who I want to be, my vision and grounding lately.
Been having thoughts about switching over to WM and just stop AM but we are sticking to the end.
I'm sensing so many sexy possibilities with cuties but I'm sometimes not believing in myself.
With guys I feel almost non-existent threat from anymore.
Before I noticed when guys wanted to fight or something like it. Now I'm sort of embracing it and weirdly enough, it doesn't enter my reality if there's some guy with intention to fight or be more alpha.
Exceptions are always there, for example some guy who's hell bent on conflict because he feels everyone needs to respect him highly. All his attention is on being defensive and it shows that he is a fragile ego in a gym/fighter body.
Another example was when I got pulled over by polic yesterday. He told me I was driving past red light and I have to stop for red light. I told him "It looked orange to me BUT I get what you mean!" He then toned up his uniform power and repeated himself in a dead serious tone and Ended with or I can write it to you if you don't understand. First time I experience that kind of power hunger for a small thing like that.
Anyway.. planning, re-grounding and meeting ladies again from tomorrow on!
Hope you are doing great!
-LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
