AM & GIRLS - COMMITMENT AND BALLS

[LionMonkey]

Stage 3 day 4

Last night was ok. Met more girls and got more engaged. It's been tough the 2-3 nights before that.

Felt I had regressed this week even with the fast pull.
But it's not as bad as I think. My mind and confidence had been a little unstable after the learning nights. Bouncing back up stronger. Let's fvcking go.

Had my head down today, not sure why.. maybe bc. It felt more comfortable and natural.
Maybe I was vulnerable after five nights of meeting strangers.
Also I was feeling alpha as f but in my own smaller bubble.. it's strange.. im ready to fight or maybe kill if push comes to shove but at the same time having my head down.

Gotta play around with it.



Btw. Here's the pull report:
Exhausted and strange night with fast pull...

You have a very nice body" she repeats after we f**k.
Had leg day, after workout I was walking like I shit in my pants.
Feeling exhausted but it's game night.

Opened a couple of two sets. Used ftc and sat with them. I wasn't feeling energetic or talkative. But I pushed myself to be engaging anyway.

The sets were not good. Although one of the girls in each set were ok about me, the other one was not. I sometimes have the bad habit of interpreting if the girls aren't very engaged, I'm not doing well.

Could have been more risky and not care so much and number close.

The other thing I could have done is to just really own the exhausted feeeling and sit somewhere and enjoy a sparkling water till I felt more energetic. Then I will come from a stronger place.

I go to last place, a club, it was a weekday but filled with people. Lots in suits. Unusual.

Only few sets but not to my liking. Lots of guys all over. I enjoy the music and walk around. Nothing much.

I stand by the side and set timer to 10 minutes and I'll go home.

Couple minutes after a girl in jacket walks past me, maybe on her way home.

I approach, tap on shoulder, tell her about my observation and use curious followup.

She was open from the start and responded positive which I've experienced many times from girls the last weeks. She had smt else in her vibe though. Her vibe was slower, maybe more sensual. Also something in her eyes were different.

I ask her name to get more physical and gauge her compliance. She asks my name after. We were standing very close. I lean behind the wall-desk. A few seconds of chat.

We started to kiss. I make her horny.

She asked logistics. Her place was five minutes away but had roommate tn but tmrw would be free.

Told her my place is close but she acts like she didn't hear it.

I let her put her number on my phone just in case. She was like about to leave.
I pull her in and kiss her some more. Make her more horny.

I suggest my place. She hears it this time. We kiss a little more and then I say, let's go to my place and take her hand. While that happened she said ok.

Found out later that it was the fastest pull I've had. Around 7-8 minutes I think, before we left the club together.
We walk to my car. Through the darker and narrower streets she felt a little scared/uncomfortable, trying to find some commonality with me. We find car and drive to my place. She starts to qualify on the way about sex and work because I had established some value.

My place, she goes to toilet, I put music on and pour some soplica vodka with ice for two.

She comes out, we drink, talk a minute and I kiss her, lifts her up and put her in bed. We undress. We fvck.

The pull and the whole thing felt very easy. Like it was the most normal thing.

Also I was very surprised, afterwards, what can happen even when you feel exhausted, not best sets night, about to go home and BOOM. A pull appears out of nowhere. Trust in the universe but gotta do the work.

- LM