11-11-2021, 02:37 AM
Thats dope! @NOMAD happy for you. Fear is really something.. I seem to come out on the other side now aswell, but amidst it can be hard to see, understand and what not.
Update!:
Last few days I had anxiety coming up and I realize it just now. Now im going hard on it. "Its anxiety" boom! Exactly it is. This has me identifying things. My run is almost over. I might extent but damn, what a life! Loss of fear makes you a complete different person. Ngl, I wrestled with it the last couple of days, but having awareness is agame changer.
Also, shoutout to @Oversoul for bringing GoM up!
My insight in game, dynamics, dna, women, its through the roof. Cannot explain,but im blowing myself away at times.
There is still things to be worked on. Still a hightened sense with choices people make, such as my mentors. Its more a needy kinda thing,controlling kinda thing that has me on hightened alert "oh he skips my comment" "oh he ignores me" that kinda thing. Im hopefull. Im in a position of creating and feel it that way.
Update!:
Last few days I had anxiety coming up and I realize it just now. Now im going hard on it. "Its anxiety" boom! Exactly it is. This has me identifying things. My run is almost over. I might extent but damn, what a life! Loss of fear makes you a complete different person. Ngl, I wrestled with it the last couple of days, but having awareness is agame changer.
Also, shoutout to @Oversoul for bringing GoM up!
My insight in game, dynamics, dna, women, its through the roof. Cannot explain,but im blowing myself away at times.
There is still things to be worked on. Still a hightened sense with choices people make, such as my mentors. Its more a needy kinda thing,controlling kinda thing that has me on hightened alert "oh he skips my comment" "oh he ignores me" that kinda thing. Im hopefull. Im in a position of creating and feel it that way.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
