Day 137 1 loop hybrid over night
Went to sleep with fear, woke up with fear. Played 1 loop of hybrid as it was my intention to dial back on loops ( similar to @NOMAD ) from 8 to break-process. But as I was experiencing fear, I decided to give myself 1 loop.
Its clearly fear. Strong sense of powerlessness that sends of raw fear and panic. Its easy to blame the external but it is internal. Similar to dealing with the same shit, different meatsuit when dealing with women/people whatever.
I even wanted to run a loop of UMSv1 to ease financial stressors and holding on my innovation business mindset. All escape. Change internally first. As within so without. 2 steps forwards, 1 step back seems to be the pattern. Feels really uneasy when knocked off my plateau and freefall.
Enough entertaining. I know the angle of scarcity, lack, etc etc. Its an inner experience set off by my own mind. Cuz outside, everything is well. Its really about priming the pump aswell as the essence. Oh well, time to get shit done.
Currently reading: money & loa - abraham hicks. Working the kinks out. All the stuff that took place, was fear and I see it clear. Im clearly changing
Also, patience. When fear hits like that I want to get rid off it. Patience, nothing big is happening, chill tf out, it blurrs vision.
Ive seen it, i know it and its clear fear is the thing when it comes to manifestation. Way back the same thing but now im seeing it clearly. Pretty wild. Makes me wonder about more to come which excites me. Ask, want, set and it is given. Gotta get off the subject and feel good, only to return to it.
Im really fucking social. Its amazing. I love who I am, have become and am becoming. Its great. Thank you Shannon for your work.
I let this momentum roll now. Im fine with not running the sub now and letting it all process.
Went to sleep with fear, woke up with fear. Played 1 loop of hybrid as it was my intention to dial back on loops ( similar to @NOMAD ) from 8 to break-process. But as I was experiencing fear, I decided to give myself 1 loop.
Its clearly fear. Strong sense of powerlessness that sends of raw fear and panic. Its easy to blame the external but it is internal. Similar to dealing with the same shit, different meatsuit when dealing with women/people whatever.
I even wanted to run a loop of UMSv1 to ease financial stressors and holding on my innovation business mindset. All escape. Change internally first. As within so without. 2 steps forwards, 1 step back seems to be the pattern. Feels really uneasy when knocked off my plateau and freefall.
Enough entertaining. I know the angle of scarcity, lack, etc etc. Its an inner experience set off by my own mind. Cuz outside, everything is well. Its really about priming the pump aswell as the essence. Oh well, time to get shit done.
Currently reading: money & loa - abraham hicks. Working the kinks out. All the stuff that took place, was fear and I see it clear. Im clearly changing
Also, patience. When fear hits like that I want to get rid off it. Patience, nothing big is happening, chill tf out, it blurrs vision.
Ive seen it, i know it and its clear fear is the thing when it comes to manifestation. Way back the same thing but now im seeing it clearly. Pretty wild. Makes me wonder about more to come which excites me. Ask, want, set and it is given. Gotta get off the subject and feel good, only to return to it.
Im really fucking social. Its amazing. I love who I am, have become and am becoming. Its great. Thank you Shannon for your work.
I let this momentum roll now. Im fine with not running the sub now and letting it all process.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
