Day 119 3 hybrid over night
Non resistance with OF feels like going through a highspeed tunnel. Im suspecting reality bending DMSI TID. Im really enjoying it.
Last few days, my scent is stronger. Women flock instant in the gym, like a complete overhaul of social structure, regroup. Im worrying slightly because of an incident years ago at my former gym from which I was kicked out. My mindset was way different back then, but its slightly and faintly creeping back. Seems OF is hitting on the feeling of powerlessness now, having no scent control. The dude that ended my contract clearly disliked me and he enjoyed his position a little bit to much for someone fulfilling the role of host. Its a character thing.
Funny how this comes back. Im taking care of myself, groom myself and what not, yet my pheromone profile seems to be stronger. It reminds me of my dad.
Underestimation, selfsabotage and perfectionism are still here being worked on i see it in my journalling. To withold ( fear of judgment ) to not post ( underesrimation in my skills ) and selfsabotage by not posting it.
My vibe is still ballin. Im looking good and am enjoying it. I like how I look, how my voice sounds, and my eyes have different highlights, more green-gold-ish.
Non resistance with OF feels like going through a highspeed tunnel. Im suspecting reality bending DMSI TID. Im really enjoying it.
Last few days, my scent is stronger. Women flock instant in the gym, like a complete overhaul of social structure, regroup. Im worrying slightly because of an incident years ago at my former gym from which I was kicked out. My mindset was way different back then, but its slightly and faintly creeping back. Seems OF is hitting on the feeling of powerlessness now, having no scent control. The dude that ended my contract clearly disliked me and he enjoyed his position a little bit to much for someone fulfilling the role of host. Its a character thing.
Funny how this comes back. Im taking care of myself, groom myself and what not, yet my pheromone profile seems to be stronger. It reminds me of my dad.
Underestimation, selfsabotage and perfectionism are still here being worked on i see it in my journalling. To withold ( fear of judgment ) to not post ( underesrimation in my skills ) and selfsabotage by not posting it.
My vibe is still ballin. Im looking good and am enjoying it. I like how I look, how my voice sounds, and my eyes have different highlights, more green-gold-ish.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
