Transcendental Sith Lord's UMSv2 Journal/ Few weeks of E5

[DarthXedonias]

Well, I think I already know which sub I will probably be running as I do seem to be getting extreme amounts of TID at the moment. If I am correct I do think I will be running DMSI after my month of time on stage 4. It could still change because I do remember shannon saying something to the affect that you can even get TID from a timeline that you ultimately decide not go down. Which makes sense given the whole "future being constantly in motion" aspect. Though its undeniable at this point that I am getting some kind of TID from it given that I'm getting the usual "waves" i feel at times that tell me a sub is influencing me. Its hard to explain but its like I will be doing something then all of a sudden I just feel like a wave crash into me. Its like I feel something suddenly shift and I concentration and wonder what has changed. I think a good analogy would be that matrix scene with the black cat and dejevu. Its like i sense that then all of a sudden I'm trying to figure out what that was and what has changed.

I felt this towards the end of the shift where previously I'm not even really thinking about women at the moment and about how I'm going to reach my goals over the next year. So I go into the store to pick up a few things during my break before my shift ends then before I know it I'm noticing certain women and how I just want to have sex for fun before I head to Asia or Latin America (hopefully to live remotely and therefore live there as a base of operations). Like before I wouldn't have given a shit about doing any of that hear as quite frankly after traveling enough I have to say women in first world countries seem to have the worst attitudes possible which just turns me off. However due to personality changes and definitely becoming more dominant, shit tests don't affect me really and if the shit test is really annoying i'm just going to next her. Also if all I'm doing is having sex with no intention of a real real relationship which I would be honest about from the beginning why would I care if it was long term or not?

My thinking has clearly changed. Before I wouldn't have even bothered with something unless it was long term but now that I have a more abundance mindset I don't give a crap really. "whoopie do" there is a woman I'm not having sex with anymore or won't see again... so? There's like billions of other women on this planet that I can get with. She isn't some special or unique snowflake. I do think this also had to do with UMSv2 directing me to Rollo Tomassi's (The Rational Male) videos on youtube who quite frankly is the only "red pill" person anyone should be listening to anyway. Seems to be the only guy with any good analyzation of situations from a biological and sociological perspective and hasn't commercialized like so many guys in that sphere. I think I was directed to those videos for a reason in order to kind of rediscover my masculinity to a degree which I clearly have. So I'm kind of hoping at this point if I can reasonably get my degree done before hand or mostly done (I think by the end of this month I will only have 16 courses left in my CS degree program) then i will have some time to breathe a bit and have fun I guess. Also I guess its due to fear reduction but I find the idea of making women just totally hot and bothered through DMSI and totally have genuine desire for me quite appealing instead of the "fear" response it used to have. I think part of what fed that fear response was watching too much nonsense on false rape accusations and divorce rape. Not that those things don't happen.. nor happen more often than believed but when your constantly consuming that stuff your just putting this fear of women into you. "Most" of the time that shit is avoidable if you are being careful about the situations you put yourself in.

In other news things are still going quite well on this sub. I feel really confidant in myself and where I want to go. Also I don't know if this is something left over from MLS or its the "learning what you need to learn" part of UMS but I just find it easy to learn stuff now and actually remember it almost automatically. Like sometimes I wouldn't even be paying attention much to something then the next time I encounter the information I instantly recall it no issue. As if a part of my mind was working on that info in the background for a while. I truly believe once we get to MLS in 6G that will definitely be a game changer. I also think even with just that sub I can reach the levels of intelligence I need in order to revolutionize AI in the CS industry. I'm highly confidant that I can do that with the abilities these subs can afford me.

Other than that not much to say. I feel more like a person who rather do than talk. Talk is cheap, action shows you what a person really believes. So for now I'm just concentrated on getting this degree, trying to clear up my credit a bit, get a high level tech job and then get a housing loan in a few months for a place most likely in Latin America. As of now I'm highly leaning towards Buenos Aires, Argentina. Land of very good meat and wine. Still have other places I can decide on but that's where I'm leaning at for the moment. Eventually after all that is settled down with then I will apply for a top tier masters CS degree online at a top tier university. As of now Georgia tech, Stanford, Univesity of illionois and University of Texas at Austin are the main candidates. Things are looking up and much better than even just a year and half ago. As long as the tech keeps on improving I see things getting even better.