09-08-2021, 10:24 AM
(09-05-2021, 10:44 PM)Qiel Wrote: Damn that's rockin journey, I'm moved, especially the death realization. It's give me some helpful insight. Thanks for that and good luck!
Glad I was able to give some insight for you which was what I at least hoped for when starting to journal again.
Quote:Superb read. That last paragraph was very Nietzschean.
Always enjoyed your posts here and hope you will also chime in in the future.
Wishing you continuous success
MM
Thanks, hope your journey goes well too.
Quote:Hey, I appreciate that you read my journal. I've been feeling the same as you have for a while. Journalling less and less the more subs I use. I really just come for Shannon's updates as well.
I'm really enjoying UMS2 despite the turbulence in my life. Which I think I'm embracing it as an opportunity for change.
Cheers brother
Hmmm I say do embrace it. I will be quite honest I don't feel much negative feelings like pain, sadnesss, depression or anything like that anymore. Mainly because I see no point in it but also when hard times come I just "devour" the negative aspects and redirect it automatically. Now that I think about it maybe it could be one of the shields doing this but It feels like even more than that. I can not be touched by people's pettiness any longer. I also do truly believe as was once said in a fictional world now "Chaos isn't a pit it is a ladder". I would add on top of that that Chaos is the time in which you see men who are a cut above the rest either survive or thrive because they aren't panicking like the rest of the population would. In every thing that might appear to be a difficult situation foisted upon you try to find the opportunity in it. I can guarantee you if you look hard enough you will find it. Even if its something as simple as a lesson to be learnt for the future.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche