AM & GIRLS - COMMITMENT AND BALLS

[LionMonkey]

Since having had the covid I decided to stop using subs 1 week in as I was only getting a little better and I needed more energy to heal from the virus.

Have been isolated last 2 weeks and I'm about to get out there again.

Starting night AM Stage 1 - Day 0 - 2/9-2021

Starting night AM Stage 2 - Day 0 - 4/10-2021

Usage time 8-12 hours per night.


Looking forward to start living life again!!

-LM

If your current priority is healing you could try a MIR subscription until everything is cleared up.

I've healed from the covid. It was nasty.. not nearly as nasty as when I got glandular fever though.


Stage 1 - day 4

Last night I dreamt having sex with a known self-help woman. I had sex with her and she was also beside us watching us having sex.. very sexy

Also I'm back at the gym, had a great workout late night.. didn't sleep well and today I woke up feeling lack of oxygen.

It's a combination of not being able to really relax in bed and late night or early morning sleeping time.

So today I had a fried mind and very sore body.. a big lesson in getting some good pre-sleep habits...


... Was out with a buddy of mine last Saturday. It was SO refreshing to see so many people and girls.

Two weeks of no basically no social contact to that was very enjoyable.

Got lots of looks from girls.. didn't matter.

I was more interested in becoming interested in the girls. The week before covid I became sexually interested in girls fast.. now it seems like I gotta interact more with them with sexual intent again to feel the same way. Also I'm back in my town where girls are more masculine in general...

A guy with some girls behind us in the queue pushed me and my friend like invading our space and just kept at it. At first we didn't think much about it.. it became annoying a bit later and I turned around and confronted him. He's like people behind is pushing.. and I'm like I don't give a fuck.. stop pushing.. and he stopped.

It felt good and shortly after I felt a rush of adrenaline going through my arms as if my body was telling me you can fight now if you want.

After the dormitory party which wasn't great we went to central city and jumped around bars a bit.. my friend didn't have covid test so we couldn't enter any places. At the end we found one where the bouncer was gone for a moment. It was great to find something.. even though it was kind of like a shithole place. 

There were some girls at least.. 1-2 girls were ok out of the 10-15 girls in there. One of them was only into black/arabic guys and the other one liked a feminine looking dude.

I could have been more persistent with her.. problem was it was a small place and I was lacking the lust/desire to be sexually interested in girls.

Gotta get that fixed by meeting more girls and showing sexual intention.

We saw it as warmup night for the coming weekend where it's going to be meeting cute girls everywhere!! It's going to be a blast!

Hope you are killing it in life!!

-LM