08-12-2021, 02:28 AM
Day 80.
Im about to let restrictions go ( on/off days ) and simply wont mention them anymore. Letting OF doing its thing as the moment im writing about ends up me running loops. The process is ongoing. Simply feel no need to mention anything at all. Day on/off mentioning comes across as breaking the momentum. No clue why. Im on my off day atm since whenever and have ran 9 loops in the night of 10-8 / 11-8
The night before that 8 loops. Also with loops at evenings. US in the background
What I do notice is that there are numbers being coined ( 2 loops ) WHILE running loops already, like I aint running loops while I actually do at that moment.
Yesterday fear of failure popped up while being in the livestream moderating, when chopping up on game and making it your own. OF is working wonders.
There are moments I simply am. There are moments im vocalizing "I am fearless" and a sense of "ive been lying for years to myself" testimonial of OFv3 that it goes around.
Im not looking for results, results simply pop up.
Its inevitable that when you up your value things change. Jelousy admiration love whatever envy. Relationships. Polygamy. Cards you deal. Its what it is *shrug* dont care.
Im severing ties. Cutting out the energies out of my life. There is/was an element of fear in that. Emotions might get in the way but its similar to what I did with girls, even I liked tgem, they still had to go.
My focal point of attraction is changing. Higher quality women because im high quality. Manifesting them for me to let go of fear and getting adjusted. It is what it is.
*snippit from my offline journal* :
Have shawties bring you more shawties while having an abundance of all these shawties #universe #abundance
Other shawties on my mind keeps the neediness and bs away.
Its about being a man layin the groundwork.
Be the carddealer. Stand out. Break the wave.
*end snippit*
Another is, I gotta have direction in what I do.
Im about to let restrictions go ( on/off days ) and simply wont mention them anymore. Letting OF doing its thing as the moment im writing about ends up me running loops. The process is ongoing. Simply feel no need to mention anything at all. Day on/off mentioning comes across as breaking the momentum. No clue why. Im on my off day atm since whenever and have ran 9 loops in the night of 10-8 / 11-8
The night before that 8 loops. Also with loops at evenings. US in the background
What I do notice is that there are numbers being coined ( 2 loops ) WHILE running loops already, like I aint running loops while I actually do at that moment.
Yesterday fear of failure popped up while being in the livestream moderating, when chopping up on game and making it your own. OF is working wonders.
There are moments I simply am. There are moments im vocalizing "I am fearless" and a sense of "ive been lying for years to myself" testimonial of OFv3 that it goes around.
Im not looking for results, results simply pop up.
Its inevitable that when you up your value things change. Jelousy admiration love whatever envy. Relationships. Polygamy. Cards you deal. Its what it is *shrug* dont care.
Im severing ties. Cutting out the energies out of my life. There is/was an element of fear in that. Emotions might get in the way but its similar to what I did with girls, even I liked tgem, they still had to go.
My focal point of attraction is changing. Higher quality women because im high quality. Manifesting them for me to let go of fear and getting adjusted. It is what it is.
*snippit from my offline journal* :
Have shawties bring you more shawties while having an abundance of all these shawties #universe #abundance
Other shawties on my mind keeps the neediness and bs away.
Its about being a man layin the groundwork.
Be the carddealer. Stand out. Break the wave.
*end snippit*
Another is, I gotta have direction in what I do.
