I dont think I need to UMS or DMSI anymore... seems I used those to fill a need inside. Makes sense.
I might run them just for fun tho. This attitude I always wanted with subs. Fun. Knowing they work.
Its only upwards from this point.
Something that sticks with me is a quote on less expectations less dissapointments.
Added: after contemplating this morning to hit the gym or not, I decided to go anyway. Walked in, greeted everyone and engaged G at the counter. First thing she said "you are late?" Bantered a bit with her, man, I was just flowing. Fearless coming from a place of feeling really good.
She kept looking and looking while I was working out. There is a vibe going between us, unspoken but it is there, undeniable.
After training, some dude started bantering. "Those shakes aint good for you, they make you to strong" I deflected that. Didnt give a fuck. Had fun toying with it.
After that, had to get something, I chatted up the security, new guy, didnt care. Its nice just flow without the mental chatter or anything. I like it, just living and being alive, feeling good. After I passed, walked in, placed order. I noticed there used to be a certain frame assumed, subconsciously but subtly. I shifted. She serves me and this how I deal with shawties. Dominant by nature, the prize, she be serving me. This made me release more bs.
Now, I couldnt help as I was driving home, to notice asses of girls. Before I used to shy away from it due the "dont give un-earned attention" but now im actively visualizing and looking like a king, throwing myself in the deep. I feel like a huge player, pimp, manager of shawties. I had to laugh because it is hilarious. OFv3 is the shit! Im having fun, top notch self amusement and just releasing fear making me feel euphoric. Im unapologetic about it.
I can strike up a conversation with anyone. When interacting with women, they cannot help but submit. I give them tasks, put them to use, to vet, to see, to test, and because they aint used to it. It convenient in running my life, recruiting people in general. Sexual tension right from the bat, ubfazed by her cuteness and what not. I mean "shawty, you aint that cute"
I do shift towards a future hendrix pluto attitude, yanno, the rapper future, she belongs to the streets? The nice guy is no more. Its helping me massively. Shit clicks instantly if not shortly after I wasnt sure about it.
Im having fun with the line in my head "dawg the baddie-hunter" LMFAO.
Another thing I notice, I NEED to socialize. Challenging myself, going out, gaining new experiences. A day without people interaction and testing myself drives me completely nuts.
I might run them just for fun tho. This attitude I always wanted with subs. Fun. Knowing they work.
Its only upwards from this point.
Something that sticks with me is a quote on less expectations less dissapointments.
Added: after contemplating this morning to hit the gym or not, I decided to go anyway. Walked in, greeted everyone and engaged G at the counter. First thing she said "you are late?" Bantered a bit with her, man, I was just flowing. Fearless coming from a place of feeling really good.
She kept looking and looking while I was working out. There is a vibe going between us, unspoken but it is there, undeniable.
After training, some dude started bantering. "Those shakes aint good for you, they make you to strong" I deflected that. Didnt give a fuck. Had fun toying with it.
After that, had to get something, I chatted up the security, new guy, didnt care. Its nice just flow without the mental chatter or anything. I like it, just living and being alive, feeling good. After I passed, walked in, placed order. I noticed there used to be a certain frame assumed, subconsciously but subtly. I shifted. She serves me and this how I deal with shawties. Dominant by nature, the prize, she be serving me. This made me release more bs.
Now, I couldnt help as I was driving home, to notice asses of girls. Before I used to shy away from it due the "dont give un-earned attention" but now im actively visualizing and looking like a king, throwing myself in the deep. I feel like a huge player, pimp, manager of shawties. I had to laugh because it is hilarious. OFv3 is the shit! Im having fun, top notch self amusement and just releasing fear making me feel euphoric. Im unapologetic about it.
I can strike up a conversation with anyone. When interacting with women, they cannot help but submit. I give them tasks, put them to use, to vet, to see, to test, and because they aint used to it. It convenient in running my life, recruiting people in general. Sexual tension right from the bat, ubfazed by her cuteness and what not. I mean "shawty, you aint that cute"
I do shift towards a future hendrix pluto attitude, yanno, the rapper future, she belongs to the streets? The nice guy is no more. Its helping me massively. Shit clicks instantly if not shortly after I wasnt sure about it.
Im having fun with the line in my head "dawg the baddie-hunter" LMFAO.
Another thing I notice, I NEED to socialize. Challenging myself, going out, gaining new experiences. A day without people interaction and testing myself drives me completely nuts.
