08-02-2021, 07:02 AM
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Day 1 continue
I feel heat coming from my palms, having internal turmoil + a light headache.
Dont know why this is so important, but it is important to write down for whatever reason probably will make sense very soon.
Edit: im aware that all the experiences, for example rock bottom stuff, add to my success. Its powerfull how these will be some very effective tools.
I do miss playing the sub already. Its coming from a place of missing, no autoconfig, but me not allowing myself to feel good, like its something inferior or something, like offdays are less.note to myself: enjoy the off-days. Lotsa greatness taking place in THIS process. Just like the gym, off-days are important for growth and processing. This is something im still working on so thats cool.
The feelings this morning were desperation, sadness and slight suicidal thoughts stemming from desperation of things not working out. Funny how it can change so fast seeing where I am now and all blossoms, creativity and building mindset is back with a vengeance. I am success. Im coming up with some great visions which I will be able to pull off. OFv3 execution is evident. Im driven by vision. My interests are just flowing aswell.
Some things tho....are rather to stay silent on. An working behind the scenes. Say less then is necessary, also something to pay attention to. Some things are better to stay silent on, which doesnt mean neglect, but rather, dont spill the beans, it aint time yet. Some 48 laws of power right here. Highly innovative and creative.
I feel heat coming from my palms, having internal turmoil + a light headache.
Dont know why this is so important, but it is important to write down for whatever reason probably will make sense very soon.
Edit: im aware that all the experiences, for example rock bottom stuff, add to my success. Its powerfull how these will be some very effective tools.
I do miss playing the sub already. Its coming from a place of missing, no autoconfig, but me not allowing myself to feel good, like its something inferior or something, like offdays are less.note to myself: enjoy the off-days. Lotsa greatness taking place in THIS process. Just like the gym, off-days are important for growth and processing. This is something im still working on so thats cool.
The feelings this morning were desperation, sadness and slight suicidal thoughts stemming from desperation of things not working out. Funny how it can change so fast seeing where I am now and all blossoms, creativity and building mindset is back with a vengeance. I am success. Im coming up with some great visions which I will be able to pull off. OFv3 execution is evident. Im driven by vision. My interests are just flowing aswell.
Some things tho....are rather to stay silent on. An working behind the scenes. Say less then is necessary, also something to pay attention to. Some things are better to stay silent on, which doesnt mean neglect, but rather, dont spill the beans, it aint time yet. Some 48 laws of power right here. Highly innovative and creative.
