Ran 5 loops US last night.
I noticed just now how I wont take my time to pick my words, but kinda rush from a place of fear, resulting in stumbling over them. Its fascinating how it is so abvious. Im going through an OFv3 cleanse. More and more im sort of transparant, empty slate, just "being me" but yet not? Whatever it is, its going deep, and its great.
This rushing is something familiar to me. It has me gotten off tangents before, totally missing the why by first slowing down. Fomo?
There is fear in general, but there is no impact, prolly due the shielding, but I see it, observe it, but impact? Nah. Its as if observing it from an objective point of view, like a science project or something.
It reminds me off science fiction, where they find extra-terrestial alien life, brand new, and are learning about it from a distant, something that popped up yesterday, learning and coming to understand fear to release more effectively and gently.
Edit: this totally hitted me out of nowhere regarding past subliminals such as UMS and DMSI! OFv3 is like a personal friend, me. I am it, while with former subs, on some level, it felt like an external alien intelligence. My subconscious being treatened by it because of fear. Wtf. This might be hella key, especially the treatening part, which aint exclusively subliminals, but with people aswell.
I noticed just now how I wont take my time to pick my words, but kinda rush from a place of fear, resulting in stumbling over them. Its fascinating how it is so abvious. Im going through an OFv3 cleanse. More and more im sort of transparant, empty slate, just "being me" but yet not? Whatever it is, its going deep, and its great.
This rushing is something familiar to me. It has me gotten off tangents before, totally missing the why by first slowing down. Fomo?
There is fear in general, but there is no impact, prolly due the shielding, but I see it, observe it, but impact? Nah. Its as if observing it from an objective point of view, like a science project or something.
It reminds me off science fiction, where they find extra-terrestial alien life, brand new, and are learning about it from a distant, something that popped up yesterday, learning and coming to understand fear to release more effectively and gently.
Edit: this totally hitted me out of nowhere regarding past subliminals such as UMS and DMSI! OFv3 is like a personal friend, me. I am it, while with former subs, on some level, it felt like an external alien intelligence. My subconscious being treatened by it because of fear. Wtf. This might be hella key, especially the treatening part, which aint exclusively subliminals, but with people aswell.