07-22-2021, 11:16 PM
Day 19
1st rest day
I had thoughts of being on other subs yesterday since nothing dramatic was coming up--no, it was really just fear of being honest. I'd not felt the anger in myself. I've downplayed journaling out of fear. But all that anger didn't show until I began writing. If I'm going to write, I'm gonna do my best to be honest. It's always been my testing ground.
Last night a BS detector popped up and wouldn't take any of it. Was it OF? Ultimate Detox? Who cares. It showed in force.
1st rest day
I had thoughts of being on other subs yesterday since nothing dramatic was coming up--no, it was really just fear of being honest. I'd not felt the anger in myself. I've downplayed journaling out of fear. But all that anger didn't show until I began writing. If I'm going to write, I'm gonna do my best to be honest. It's always been my testing ground.
Last night a BS detector popped up and wouldn't take any of it. Was it OF? Ultimate Detox? Who cares. It showed in force.
I want to be FREE!
