Day 2 off
Before I would beat me up due to anxiety when I journal, afraid to lose train of thought along with playing it safe. Its been a fight and now OF is successfull in this area. Im taking my time journal. Fear of taking to much time is also dissolved. Fears are melting away. Im coined 2 loops of hybrid, yet im really enjoying my 2 days off atm. Im totally forgetting im running OF, my levels of "let it do what it does" are strong. So strong that im getting headturns, looks and what not, and im like "what is everyone looking at? Oh yeah, im running OF!" I do get some spikes of feeling uncomfortable with it,even tho slightly, so I might start loopsback up today.
Im just feeling really good, just because, well, im feeling good, fantastic even. Nice.
Before I would beat me up due to anxiety when I journal, afraid to lose train of thought along with playing it safe. Its been a fight and now OF is successfull in this area. Im taking my time journal. Fear of taking to much time is also dissolved. Fears are melting away. Im coined 2 loops of hybrid, yet im really enjoying my 2 days off atm. Im totally forgetting im running OF, my levels of "let it do what it does" are strong. So strong that im getting headturns, looks and what not, and im like "what is everyone looking at? Oh yeah, im running OF!" I do get some spikes of feeling uncomfortable with it,even tho slightly, so I might start loopsback up today.
Im just feeling really good, just because, well, im feeling good, fantastic even. Nice.
