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[WM Stage 1 - Day 8] – Socializing, doubts, fears and WM effects disappeared?

Wassup! 

Lots of socializing today


My and my buddy warmed up at a friends sisters place. Two couples and us. Eventually went to the city.

Never seen that many people out in the bars. Restriction got lessened a bit a few days ago.

I thought I was pretty prepared to meet chickas after experiencing the changes WM had on me..

Especially also because I was going with my old buddy that I used to go out with. Nearly a decade ago.

He was the one who saw me more than twice where a chick would go over to me and kiss me out of nowhere. We've had some pretty fun and crazy nights going to the bars in the past.

BUT! Tonight...

I noticed doubts, hesitation and I couldn't get myself to just fucking do it many times throughout the night.

It is ridicules when I write about it and look back.

But in the environment, it seems very real.

I did meet 3 girls/groups though in the end, so it wasn't completely wasted.


The fear/doubts I had were very subtle. 

Something like.. I'm not worthy.. They wouldn't wanna talk to me.. They are walking.. The moment has passed.. I can't interrupt them etc..

It's insane. These kind of thoughts have never been that clear to me, even though they were subtle.

It would be more beneficial for my situation of commitment to meet random chicks, to be on a subliminal that gives you more desire/proactive mindset to meet chicks AND at the same time makes you an irresistible man to beautiful chicks.

THAT would be a killer subliminal.

But maybe WM does that in the long run. I don't know..

I do feel that tonight, the effects of WM were nearly non-existent.

Also had to speak loudly in the environment so my voice change wasn't apparent.

I come back to my friend after a great guy got me some water from the closed restaurant beside the bar.
He's talking with two girls. Great.

I talk to the blonde but she's like not sure about me and seem a little more interested in my buddy who was talking with the brunette. Local girls.

Anyway...

1 First girls I met were totally blasé towards me and I could sense that, so I left within 10 seconds - didn't count as 1 girl/group. Local girls.

2 Second girls I met were ok open. They were in a little private area for employees, afterwork drinks. International girls.

3 Third girls I met were talking intimately. I said hi, I'm LM and I notice the brunette is very pretty, like 9/10 out of 10 and while I shook her hand, I saw her eyes switch over to my buddy.
That mfer. He's a tall, blonde, good-looking guy. While I'm a short, asian, good-looking guy. Local girls.

The blonde was extremely polite and sort of ask us to leave because they were in the middle of deciding what to do, to stay or to go with some guys.

I said come with us! and she's like.. and now we got more options..
Still polite as fuck about them talking privately, so I'm like girl.. you are tooo polite! and left

4 Fourth girls, I said hi to in the middle of crowd and she went quickly, we are looking for our friend after shaking hands.

5 Fifth girls, I said hi in a retarded way lol. I had fun with it so just stuck with it and shortly after they were like, we are trying to make space here because we dont have to get corona, blalblalalaa.

After 5. girls, I felt a little euphoric but I promised my buddy that I would just talk to last girls and we can go.

So we left and we did enjoy our evening..
It was fun.. 

BUT I KNOW IT COULD BE SO MUCH MORE FUN. FUCK!

Getting into the habit is key I believe.

Tomorrow night, I'll go out again with some guy(s) I met recently at the gym.

If they still down tomorrow I'll have some to lean onto but if not, I'll solo it out.

It's been years since I was soloing it out on a weekend night without harsh covid restrictions.

Going to be interesting!!

Btw. I think WM's effects are vastly minimized in a crowded place but I could be wrong and since it's only been 1 weeks time of usage, it might change later on. 

-LM

EDIT: I did have a squat+chest day today as well and could have used a nap before going out to our friends sisters place.
The overextension of body and mind before you socialize could have some effect on how much WM worked...

Also had a petite cute brunette lock eyes with me for 5 seconds or so as she was walking by.. I felt nothing. Looking back, it was DING DONG YOU SLEEPY FUCK, MEET HER NOW!!