07-16-2021, 03:50 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-16-2021, 04:34 AM by Kol.
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Survival mindset hit me LIke a truck. I have no words...
I have the humor of my dad
I never even thought I would become like this or even admit this. The growth it reflects, jeeeeez
F*CKING OFv3! <3
Edit: im having so much fun in public right now. Just being social, loud, playfull, extravert. My journalling starts to become a way of re-enforcing nothing but positivity. I aint capping, its writing down realness.
I notice attraction aint binairy. I saw this mesomorph guy just singing on his bike, and I was suddenly thinking "women are attracted by such display of masculinity" he was pretty big, so protection? Its been a thing and I realise how much influence other coaches can have in boxing you in, thus missing a shitton of women that are attracted to you.
My communication with my subconscious is way more clear nowadays. Its a huge theme with OFv3. Removal of fear is the main factor. Im realizing as im journalling. Its limitless, endless possibilities with my subconscious.
I do have a huge headache. Its just there. OF shielding works amazingly well. It just there. I aint doing anything with it. No biggie.
Im greeting people left and right. The responses are diverse. I realize its not always me. I used to blame and statecrash, which would throw me in light depression, guilt and shame, but now im considering the other person. Im releasing more trauma, I now see. With people I used to have light polarizing friction, I seem to really deepen on a positive note. Its amazing. It opens doors to possible attraction.
I have the humor of my dad
I never even thought I would become like this or even admit this. The growth it reflects, jeeeeez
F*CKING OFv3! <3
Edit: im having so much fun in public right now. Just being social, loud, playfull, extravert. My journalling starts to become a way of re-enforcing nothing but positivity. I aint capping, its writing down realness.
I notice attraction aint binairy. I saw this mesomorph guy just singing on his bike, and I was suddenly thinking "women are attracted by such display of masculinity" he was pretty big, so protection? Its been a thing and I realise how much influence other coaches can have in boxing you in, thus missing a shitton of women that are attracted to you.
My communication with my subconscious is way more clear nowadays. Its a huge theme with OFv3. Removal of fear is the main factor. Im realizing as im journalling. Its limitless, endless possibilities with my subconscious.
I do have a huge headache. Its just there. OF shielding works amazingly well. It just there. I aint doing anything with it. No biggie.
Im greeting people left and right. The responses are diverse. I realize its not always me. I used to blame and statecrash, which would throw me in light depression, guilt and shame, but now im considering the other person. Im releasing more trauma, I now see. With people I used to have light polarizing friction, I seem to really deepen on a positive note. Its amazing. It opens doors to possible attraction.
