Mystic Boldness, Courageous Pymp, OF3 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

Day 8 1 masked

Thanks for the reply @Shannon . I will respond to your post but first I need to read it a couple of more times. To be honest I fear writing in this format sometimes due to forum rules, I'm unsure how far I can go with this. At any rate I mostly agree. Just please, don't think I see life as a game. I was a elaborate, almost Homerian metaphor. A tool used to explain some of my biggest fears. Maybe I went a little bit too far with it.

Tomorrow I'll be leaving for my mother's. It always seems strange to go there. I either feel like home or like some strange place. I'll be staying there for a week, maybe shorter if I'll be growing restless. I want to spend some time with my mother and think about life in a different setting.

I had an interesting dream. I was with my female friend of old I had crash on way back when. Nothing came out of this and now I'm not interested but I got a nice friendship as a byproduct. Anyhow we we sitting, we got close, our lips touched in an unsure fashion, we finally kissed gently and we embraced. I have no idea what it means, especially since I didn't dream of her in a long, long time.

I have another long post pending about my wants and dreams. I need some time to go through this myself though before I post this. The theme is that recently my goals shifted significantly and I think there are good reasons for it.