02-12-2021, 12:14 PM
Wednesday 3 Feb - Day 1 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Thursday 4 Feb - Day 2 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Friday 5 Feb - Day 3 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Saturday 6 Feb - Day 4 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Sunday 7 Feb - Day 5 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Monday 8 Feb - Day 6 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Tuesday 9 Feb - Day 7 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume - 1 day break
Wednesday 10 Feb - Day 1 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Thursday 11 Feb - Day 2 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Friday 12 Feb - Day 3 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
So finally managed to log on today and get this post made. Everything has been the same. Nothing yet to report. Nothing noticed out of the ordinary.
Every fear, every negative thought about anxiety or stress still there.
Im back in touch with the girl from before xmas I had mentioned with who i was super anxious and all over the show. I am only that way with her. Shes now back with her ex yet we spent 3hours on the phone in the morning and then 3hours at night. Shes revealed she had deep convos with me and her ex but not with other guys theyre just flirting or sexual chats but with him or me its deep.
I dont get that does anyone get it? @Shannon do you get it?
She anyway 2 days ago during a phone call we were having sent me a video of her masturbating and squirting. Call end and I loved it ofcourse that night. I didnt hear from her though again until i reached out in a flirtatious way 2 days later. Sent her a reminder and she was asking me to delete the videos etc. I dont get it, I mean im someone she has some history with and so she sent it to me now asking me to delete.
Again any ideas? anyway I said sure whatever ill delete and took the conversation elsewhere and shes been texing me today but ive now ignored her texts for the next 5hrs or so, to show im busy etc.
any thoughts guys?
Saturday 13 Feb - Day 4 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Sunday 14 Feb - Day 5 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Monday 15 Feb - Day 6 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Tuesday 16 Feb - Day 7 of Cycle 6 - 10/15 volume - 1 day break
Thursday 4 Feb - Day 2 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Friday 5 Feb - Day 3 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Saturday 6 Feb - Day 4 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Sunday 7 Feb - Day 5 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Monday 8 Feb - Day 6 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Tuesday 9 Feb - Day 7 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume - 1 day break
Wednesday 10 Feb - Day 1 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Thursday 11 Feb - Day 2 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Friday 12 Feb - Day 3 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
So finally managed to log on today and get this post made. Everything has been the same. Nothing yet to report. Nothing noticed out of the ordinary.
Every fear, every negative thought about anxiety or stress still there.
Im back in touch with the girl from before xmas I had mentioned with who i was super anxious and all over the show. I am only that way with her. Shes now back with her ex yet we spent 3hours on the phone in the morning and then 3hours at night. Shes revealed she had deep convos with me and her ex but not with other guys theyre just flirting or sexual chats but with him or me its deep.
I dont get that does anyone get it? @Shannon do you get it?
She anyway 2 days ago during a phone call we were having sent me a video of her masturbating and squirting. Call end and I loved it ofcourse that night. I didnt hear from her though again until i reached out in a flirtatious way 2 days later. Sent her a reminder and she was asking me to delete the videos etc. I dont get it, I mean im someone she has some history with and so she sent it to me now asking me to delete.
Again any ideas? anyway I said sure whatever ill delete and took the conversation elsewhere and shes been texing me today but ive now ignored her texts for the next 5hrs or so, to show im busy etc.
any thoughts guys?
Saturday 13 Feb - Day 4 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Sunday 14 Feb - Day 5 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Monday 15 Feb - Day 6 of cycle 6 - 10/15 volume
Tuesday 16 Feb - Day 7 of Cycle 6 - 10/15 volume - 1 day break
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
