11-21-2020, 07:02 AM
So I ran 4 loops of OF last night. Woke up today feeling great. Tonight I will begin stage 4. I'll be running 1 loop of OF followed by LTU as per instructions.
My state of mind is not the best. While I was doing a workout I felt like crying for whatever reason. I'm in a self-reflective state, constantly thinking about how I could improve myself and the situation I'm in with my career, relationships etc..
Over the past week, I've gotten this thought in my mind. It goes something along the lines of... "A great big storm is coming". My gut feeling tells me I need to act NOW and FAST before it's too late. I've been thinking more about my loved ones and the people close to me and how my actions in the past could have been better.
Through meditation I've clearly recognised my egotistical and selfish tendencies to lie and manipulate.
I've also noticed that the particular career path that I am on is hollow and empty. Nonetheless, it pays very well, so while I see no other alternative I will continue to develop my skills around it.
My state of mind is not the best. While I was doing a workout I felt like crying for whatever reason. I'm in a self-reflective state, constantly thinking about how I could improve myself and the situation I'm in with my career, relationships etc..
Over the past week, I've gotten this thought in my mind. It goes something along the lines of... "A great big storm is coming". My gut feeling tells me I need to act NOW and FAST before it's too late. I've been thinking more about my loved ones and the people close to me and how my actions in the past could have been better.
Through meditation I've clearly recognised my egotistical and selfish tendencies to lie and manipulate.
I've also noticed that the particular career path that I am on is hollow and empty. Nonetheless, it pays very well, so while I see no other alternative I will continue to develop my skills around it.
