cycle 14, day #2:
I did a second OE experiment. I cannot say that the orgasm itself was much more intense but the whole journey to reach it was improved. What I felt was:
1. I was more aware of the pleasurable sensations
2. My capacity to feel pleasure before reaching the PONR was increased
Therefore, I did perceived as if the amount of pleasure received was increased with OE.
On a different topic, I did write a somehow complex function that will be used to automate margin trading. So it feels like, I haven't done much but having designed and coded that part was a lot.
Given the current state of the system I can manually enter and exit positions by using my execution engine. By doing those manual trades, I feel my decisions driven by emotions. Mostly fear and and greed. It is very hard to stay cold headed when you see a position that is green become very fast red. It makes you move out of the position fast out of fear to not have a profit becoming a loss. Yet by not having exited the position and having sticked to the simple rules that I'm currently coding, Those breakeven trades or even small losses trades should have been profitable.
That means that I still have some inner work to do to get rid of some fears and/or completely get out of the picture and let my designed system makes automatic decisions.
I did a second OE experiment. I cannot say that the orgasm itself was much more intense but the whole journey to reach it was improved. What I felt was:
1. I was more aware of the pleasurable sensations
2. My capacity to feel pleasure before reaching the PONR was increased
Therefore, I did perceived as if the amount of pleasure received was increased with OE.
On a different topic, I did write a somehow complex function that will be used to automate margin trading. So it feels like, I haven't done much but having designed and coded that part was a lot.
Given the current state of the system I can manually enter and exit positions by using my execution engine. By doing those manual trades, I feel my decisions driven by emotions. Mostly fear and and greed. It is very hard to stay cold headed when you see a position that is green become very fast red. It makes you move out of the position fast out of fear to not have a profit becoming a loss. Yet by not having exited the position and having sticked to the simple rules that I'm currently coding, Those breakeven trades or even small losses trades should have been profitable.
That means that I still have some inner work to do to get rid of some fears and/or completely get out of the picture and let my designed system makes automatic decisions.
