09-17-2020, 04:12 AM
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Stage 2 | Day 07
Cycle #2
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It feels as if I am slowly drifting away from reality. Although I get continuously better mentally and physically, I care less and less about the world, my life, my career, my relationships, everything. It's a bit schizophrenic. I am doing a lot to improve my health, but at the same time I wish I could end this life. It's nothing new. This dichotomy has been with me for decades. Every last emotion towards this is gone, washed away, dissolved. Life is just so meaningless. And full of wonders at the same time.
Maybe I just don't want to face the decline that comes with aging.
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