09-13-2020, 06:53 AM
Cycle #8, day3:
I did weird dream last night. I was in a car trip with a woman. We did stop at a hotel and there was something about sexuality there but this is very minor element of the dream.
The biggest chunk of it was that I had to stop and make a #2 in a gas station restroom. This is something that I dislike and try to avoid whenever possible. I could even maybe say that I fear that situation but if it is the case, it is not a major phobia just something that I dislike.
But anyway, every possible imaginable annoying detail was there. The toilet was dirty, the floor was wet. The cabin space was very tight. A lot of back and forth with loud people talking...
As I was trying to do what I had to do, 2 employees did enter the cabin to clean it.
For something that I feel should last few minutes, it felt like I spent few hours there.
It is weird... Unless there is some symbology behind this dream such as 'lets clean out your mind crapper', I was open that OF visit all my fears but I didn't expect to go in such depth of very minor ones...
I did weird dream last night. I was in a car trip with a woman. We did stop at a hotel and there was something about sexuality there but this is very minor element of the dream.
The biggest chunk of it was that I had to stop and make a #2 in a gas station restroom. This is something that I dislike and try to avoid whenever possible. I could even maybe say that I fear that situation but if it is the case, it is not a major phobia just something that I dislike.
But anyway, every possible imaginable annoying detail was there. The toilet was dirty, the floor was wet. The cabin space was very tight. A lot of back and forth with loud people talking...
As I was trying to do what I had to do, 2 employees did enter the cabin to clean it.
For something that I feel should last few minutes, it felt like I spent few hours there.
It is weird... Unless there is some symbology behind this dream such as 'lets clean out your mind crapper', I was open that OF visit all my fears but I didn't expect to go in such depth of very minor ones...
